hatefulerin

the best thing i've said all day:

hans: "i like tab because it's the soda equivalent of cigarettes."
me: "tab is the soda equivalent of buttsex!"

this is paraphrased, but you get the idea.


for once in my life, the daytime is better than the night.

yes, things have gotten much worse now

in a perfect world, i would write in coffeeshops naked.

feeling a bit better today. nowhere near 100%, but better nonetheless.

my new goal is to do a two-girl set in the rain. two bodies, wet and covered in mud. my oh my...
the question now is whom? must find a crazy girl willing to do crazy hott dirty things with me.

just the idea makes me very excited.

that's right, kids, it's another un-day in the world of eve.
i've taken more pills than i can remember and it's made me braindead as hell but still has not solved the problem.

you have no idea what i'm going through, no idea what my body is doing to me.

we just watched 'harold and maude'. goddamn i love that movie. i really wish i had a cat stevens cd.
i can't believe it's almost 5am. today has been an un-day because i've been doped up. today didn't exist. it feels like it's some time between 10 and mindnite.
if you wanna sing out, sing out
and if you wanna be free, be free
'cause...
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i've said it before and i'll say it again:
i feel like hell.

i don't think i want to comment on "bowling".
it was fun at the time, but i'm feeling weird about it now. very weird.
i think i need to isolate myself for a while again.

today my sister leaves for missouri for an indefinate amount of time. at least i got to...
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'cause this is bowling!
bowling night!
and no one's gonna save ya from the eve who'll never strike!!

bowling will be fun.
i make damn good cake.
i am a master baker.

i'm not sure if i've mentioned this yet, but i gave up my whole "aspiring lesbian" thing. it just wasn't happening, i like boys too much. in fact i like boys a lot right now, more than i have in quite some time. it's very odd.
but it seems that the bisexual fad might be ending, here at least, so i will be able to...
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today will be a busy day... once i get my ass off the computer.
my mom and sisters are coming to visit tomorrow. desidia and i are dying our hair black, and i have to clean my room, and attempt to bake a cake, since my sister's birthday is thursday.
but right now i don't feel like doing anything.
bah.

last night was fun.
hung out with avanttard and mrsatan and some other dudes at a karaoke bar. got really drunk, too drunk, smoked too much, but had a great time none the less. rik and i sang "thriller" (as if i could go to a karaoke bar and NOT sing michael jackson!), although for the first half of the song he was just standing...
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well, that was rather lame.
maybe i'll have a decent time tonite when i am dragged to TACOMAKARAOKE.