hansel

It's days like today that you can feel your scars tingling all over your body. Literally and figuratively. I'm having the best kind of worst days ever. I feel like shit, the world is throwing rotten lemons at me (they're too gross to make lemonade with too, adding insult to injury), the day can't go any worse and I have a shit eating grin on my face.

I found out just now that the class I've been struggilng with.. Doesn't even apply to my University Studies Req't. I fucked up somehow, misread something, or just plain omitted common sense when registereing. Who knows, that was so fucking long ago. Does it phase me? Not really. It's just an inconvenience and justifies my wanting of taking the class as a Pass/No Pass. I just feel dumb. Now I have to redo my plan and take an extra class when finishing out my capstone course. Or take four classes one term. Yah fucking right.

I think I need to look for a new job again. I know I say this all the time. Really though, is having an extra week of vacation worth being everybody's ass clown? It's certainly worth thinking about.. Especially next quarter when I can take night classes until I'm blue in the face. I need more money to keep working and going to school and supporting Treasure Trove. Choices, this is life.