hansel

And here we have it. More fun in the digital age. I'm sitting here in class, basically paying attention. Really wishing I can be anywhere else. My computer doesn't fix that I'm stuck here, set off course in my custom made hell. It makes it a lot easier to deal with. My wireless connection is a lot like beer goggles for education.

Technology and I are fighting again. I mean, I love her and all.. I know she's my soul mate. But it's just so hard sometimes, you know? Sometimes I just want to come home stinking of nature and not have to sleep on the couch. It's been trouble big time today. Every attempt at a reconcilliation met with a dead end. There's always tomorrow.. Back...
Read More

*yawn*

Just can't seem to find sleep. *sigh*

These are the Sundays I've come to fear. On all sides I am beset by homework. With nothing but a song, she, to keep me awake.

I suppose these are my own devices.

If anyone wants to hear "she," check out:

http://www.myspace.com/concourse

It's in the music section. My myspace skills are utilitarian at best. I'm working on it. The song has gone unmixed and unmastered....
Read More

I make my own soundtracks.

More late nights. I'm starting to work out the unsettling sounds in my head. The little reverberations sending waves bouncing around, altering tissue. Old memories and new memories are beginning to take shape in sound. I suppose I should be excited. I'll release an album by Christmas.. but the process is a lot harder than I could have imagined. My...
Read More

Happy Birthday Ryan.

Update:

It's 7:00. I haven't eaten. I haven't had coffee. I'm still wearing clothes from yesterday.

This state of disrepair has been brought to you by Novation.

Kick the stirrup and ride an empty soul.

Sylvester Stalone's ex-wife had sex with Flava Flav. That's funny.

Edit: 4-09-2005

Well, I've come out of hibernation at the special request of the other Ryan. Not that it's surprising. I'd been meaning to join back up just so I can frikkin read BabyBlue's journals. Psh. Members Only indeed.

Well.. Updates.. Updates.. Devo stayed with me for most all of December. Which was really...
Read More

It turns out Devo isn't staying until finals are over.. but we made it through some New Deal anyhoo. Good times on the horizon, I predict an awesome winter.

And so begins the run-up to finals. Jesus hell this is going to poop me out. I get to order my power book tomorrow.. And Devo is coming to stay with me for a couple weeks. How awesome is that? I just hope I make it through finals intact.

Oh Jesus. This is so good. I have a new favorite kind of pizza..

Canadian Bacon, Jalapeno and Olive.

It's good to lay my bones in my home. What a damn fine Thanksgiving I've had. It's good to kick it amongst the family and let it all hang out.. Especially my belly after a turkey binge. There seems to be too much blood in my bourban system though. I'll get that worked out soon enough though, have to love bringing home cheap(er) booze from...
Read More