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MIDI can suck my ass. I really mean it this time. My X-Station keeps crashing. Since I really love my X-Station and use it for many things, I'm quite upset. The problem being that the OS is out-of-date with some other updates I applied. Since MIDI is pretty much uniformly fucked on my computer.. There's no way to update the OS. I am despondent.

I...
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:: ribbit ::

I just got out of bed.

Great Monday ahead.

It was a fantastic week. Which was odd. My eyes could hardly keep awake most days. The commitments lingering around the city with my name on them are starting to breed. It's a good time for a three day weekend. I'm about to say goodbye to school for four whole months. Le sigh.

Tonight molotov cocktails lit up the night as alcohol ran down my ruined cudicles. The pain scratched through dead skin, awaking nerves along the way: reminding them to protect me from myself. The nerves having realized their failure committed hari kari. It's just more ritual built on ritual and I'm sitting here missing them.

Everyone go congratulate Rin for going pink. I can't think of...
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I'm going to buy a new digital camera.

(which is a total lie)

I want to cut my heart out to see it for what it is: more weak tissue that won't bend to wayfarers. There is something wrong with me. I'm flaking off at the ends in rhythms I've imagined. I can't stomp her out. Fucking ignorable people.

"You are a sweet diversion as I start my darker way / don't let your heart get out of...
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Someone tell me it's irrational to leave work and go to Berkeley on a whim.

Got the phone call early this morning. Things are probably going to be fine. But, damn, what a scary ngiht.

Waiting. The word itself comes out so naturally. The syllables fall out like an antonym, unfortunate that I deal in definites. When it's the reality that I'm left with. We're sparring. Each nip of whiskey lessens his reach.

I'm waiting by the phone. Waiting to hear ringing. The waiting for the words that will reassure me. No more shadow seas, familial embrace. I want the...
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Oh Anakin, hold me. Hold me like you did by the waters of Naboo.

*spoiler*

Yes. I saw it on opening night. It's not terrible, which doesn't say a whole lot. My only relevant comparison is to the Special Olympics. Expectations are so low that anything the guy in a helmet does seems like a victory for mankind.

I'll probably see it a few more...
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