what up? i'm weird right now, sorry about that.
i've been oscillatin g(is that the term?) abotu every six days for depression, 3 or 4 days for mania, with some anxiety and listlessness in between. i think i'm manic right now because i can't sleep but i know i need to, and i lack the energy to actually do anything wiht my awakeness.
so tuesday night i totally hung out with emily, the girl from the show a week or two ago. we hung out watched stev-o: the early years, talked abotu music and science and whatnot. i think i talked more, and i think maybe i talked too much, but she caught me hypomanic and it just went like that.
nothing happened when i left, she got my coat from the closet, i put on my shoes, we said goodbye and i thanked her for having me over. i don't know if i missed somehting or if neither of us is good at dropping/picking up hints or what. or if maybe i'm just hoping for somehting that isn't really there.
i hope not, but it could very well be.
anyway, i don't know what else to write, i just really super need to sleep. soon, before i go insane.
later.
i've been oscillatin g(is that the term?) abotu every six days for depression, 3 or 4 days for mania, with some anxiety and listlessness in between. i think i'm manic right now because i can't sleep but i know i need to, and i lack the energy to actually do anything wiht my awakeness.
so tuesday night i totally hung out with emily, the girl from the show a week or two ago. we hung out watched stev-o: the early years, talked abotu music and science and whatnot. i think i talked more, and i think maybe i talked too much, but she caught me hypomanic and it just went like that.
nothing happened when i left, she got my coat from the closet, i put on my shoes, we said goodbye and i thanked her for having me over. i don't know if i missed somehting or if neither of us is good at dropping/picking up hints or what. or if maybe i'm just hoping for somehting that isn't really there.
i hope not, but it could very well be.
anyway, i don't know what else to write, i just really super need to sleep. soon, before i go insane.
later.
