Hello amazing people who take the time to read my blogs 
Thought I'd update!
Well my ticker is doing alright. It's nothing that I can't live with. A heart murmur I've had all my life along with an irregular heart beat....I've been feeling low of energy these days which can probably be blamed on the leaky valve I have accumulated. Along with the anxiety and panic attacks that I've been having, I've been giving my heart a work out lately. I've been getting the help I need and can say that I have been panic attack free for three weeks now Now to get rid of this anxiety so I can enjoy a bowl they way I use to!
On a happy note. I'm graduating this month with two degrees. One in Natural Science and the other in Social and Behavioral Science.
This might be my last summer in California as I have applied to a University in the Ontario area. Whether I get in or not I plan on moving there so I can finally work. Being international, I've been kind of reatricted as to what I can do here.....Getting your work visa is a stress that I do not need right now. I'll work on my bachelors in Ontario, hopefully get a job at Marineland *crossing fingers* and then I'll apply for one so I can come back and work here. I could marry someone as a friend or force my boyfriend into marry me... but both of those options are unlikely to happen. I don't have many guy friends here that I could see myself doing that with and I'm not going to force somebody to marry me when they aren't sure they are ready....don't worry, I'm sure he will regret it
And I plan on coming back to visit 
California has definitely watched and helped me grow into the woman that I am now. I have some amazing memories and can't wait to make more before I go.
I've been a slave to studying and don't get out much these days. What's motivating me to get my studies done and get A's on all my finals is how im going to reward myself with a day at the beach where the only huge life decision I have to make is what drink I'm going to bring. Today, however, I took the time to get out of the house for a photo shoot with the amazing and talented Sawa It was such a pleasure and I enjoyed every second working with her.
Here is a sneak preview
So excited for this! And would like to thank Sawa and Sunshine for setting this up.
Alright, back to studying
Until next time guys!
Thought I'd update!
Well my ticker is doing alright. It's nothing that I can't live with. A heart murmur I've had all my life along with an irregular heart beat....I've been feeling low of energy these days which can probably be blamed on the leaky valve I have accumulated. Along with the anxiety and panic attacks that I've been having, I've been giving my heart a work out lately. I've been getting the help I need and can say that I have been panic attack free for three weeks now
Now to get rid of this anxiety so I can enjoy a bowl they way I use to!On a happy note. I'm graduating this month with two degrees. One in Natural Science and the other in Social and Behavioral Science.
This might be my last summer in California as I have applied to a University in the Ontario area. Whether I get in or not I plan on moving there so I can finally work. Being international, I've been kind of reatricted as to what I can do here.....Getting your work visa is a stress that I do not need right now. I'll work on my bachelors in Ontario, hopefully get a job at Marineland *crossing fingers* and then I'll apply for one so I can come back and work here. I could marry someone as a friend or force my boyfriend into marry me... but both of those options are unlikely to happen. I don't have many guy friends here that I could see myself doing that with and I'm not going to force somebody to marry me when they aren't sure they are ready....don't worry, I'm sure he will regret it
And I plan on coming back to visit California has definitely watched and helped me grow into the woman that I am now. I have some amazing memories and can't wait to make more before I go. I've been a slave to studying and don't get out much these days. What's motivating me to get my studies done and get A's on all my finals is how im going to reward myself with a day at the beach where the only huge life decision I have to make is what drink I'm going to bring. Today, however, I took the time to get out of the house for a photo shoot with the amazing and talented Sawa It was such a pleasure and I enjoyed every second working with her.
Here is a sneak preview
So excited for this! And would like to thank Sawa and Sunshine for setting this up.
Alright, back to studying
Until next time guys!
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California is going to miss you.