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BlackonBlack. Impostor. F'real?

Dating is like fishing. Just because you get a nibble or put up the fight of your life, still doesn't mean you're going to catch a fish.

The absolute truth right there. Someone posted that on here and I saw it recently. And just that phrase has given me such a new perspective on things and really helped me out. And I'm really glad that I know it. Makes me less stressed about things. I got the guts to ask out a girl in my bio lab class that I had wanted to ask all semester. I literally knew two things about her, that I loved her look and style, and her name. That's about it. But I asked her in front of like 6 people if she would like to get coffee with me sometime. She smiled, blushed, and said yes. Talked after class a bit, and she told me she didn't want me to get the wrong idea, but she has a boyfriend. Well shit. Had a 50/50 chance there, BUT...we still got coffee and apple pie today at a mom and pop place. Wicked awesome pie, and very mediocre coffee. Haha. However, super easy to talk to. And we both made a new friend out of it. She said I was a real gentleman as well.

However...I'm actually still hung up on someone. Because I thought she had blown me off. But turns out she hadn't. Her phone went to shit and she was really sick. So I'm glad that the girl from my Bio lab had a boyfriend. This girl, I've been hung up on for a while now, and I am putting forth much more effort than I have in along time with anyone. We have the same views and choices on music, tattoos, religion even. She is such a sweetheart and I can't get my mind off of her. I love it when we talk, and things keep coming up causing us to not be able to do something.

Seriously...28 days left of this year? 22 days until Christmas? That's overwhelming it feels like. I'll get to see my parents for Christmas since they live in Texas now. I miss them :/ But I'm almost done Christmas shopping. But speaking of Christmas shopping...I have no idea what I want. Someone go get me a Canon EOS Rebel Xt. I'll love you forever.

I was sitting in the cafeteria today with a friend, and we were both studying quietly for our next classes. And this bible beating asshole at the table next to us is preaching so heavily to the people he is with. Saying shit like "if you aren't reading this (talking about the bible in front of him), then what are you doing here? There's no point! Everything that I do in my life, every single day, it's God doing his work through me. Every person I talk to, talking to you all, the test grades I make, it's God's will and God doing his work through me." FUCK! I felt like my head was going to just cave in. I wanted to just hit him. Or blow his mind and argue him into the ground. I might be 15 years younger than him, but I'm sure I can put up a damn good argument to his bullshit that is coming out of him. Fine, I'm an atheist, but I do not by any means shove it down someone's throat, nor do I preach it to anyone. I just go about my business and live my life happily. So why can't he fucking do the same thing? Shut.the.fuck.up.

This blog entry is pretty useless. I just need to put my thoughts somewhere. And I always like sharing pictures and music with everyone. Though my blog has seen very little love.

I'm a nerd, and I want this tattooed on me.

Michele, who I'm really hung up over, got a Sylvia Ji inspired tattoo. Similar to this. And I want one so badly. So so so badly.

After the Burial- To Carry You Away. I don't understand the misspelling of the band name, or the picture, but regardless, this album is love or hate. I love it.