gypsy116

over the last month or two, this is what i have decided. the only point in life is to be happy. i mean were here for a relatively short period of time and then we die, were just gone. if the point is not to be happy what else could it be. and since im not even remotly happy ive decided to change. i mean im gonna get old and still not be happy and then what was the point in me ever even being alive? i could just kill myself now, that would be the easiest solution but thats not what im gonna do. im taking control. this is my life, fuck everyone else, and at the same time im gonna give up some of this anxiety driven obsessive control stuff, cuz its not getting me anywhere. i have this really big feeling that my life is about to change, normally right now i would be so stressed, im like way in debt(so the bank says not me) and i have like 50 bills overdue and i need a camera... and for some reason its not really botherin me, its like i just know this is it. were gonna go to the bank and show them the mistake and itll be taken care of, were gonna find a way to fix the house so we can get the hell outta here and move to arizona. i dont know i really think this is it.

im not fuckin around anymore, this is my life. fuck it man, im gonna get everything i want, u know why? because im gonna make it happen fucfk everyone else

Gypsy