gwenyfver

I just don't know what to do. I feel so lost....
I wanted this semester to be different from the last one. This is my last semester and I wanted to do good and feel good about it. And its going horribly.

I can hardly be in the math dept anymore without getting pissed off. They have just pulled so much crap with me this semester and I can't let it go...I just keep getting angery.

My meds have a lot to do with it. Hopefully I'm seeing someone soon about switching or going off of it. I've already cut my dose in half and its not doing anything. Since I've been taking it I've cried more often, goten angry easier and longer, cant let things go as much, my memory sucks, I have no drive to do anything (academic wise), I'm always tired, I get frustrated and depressed easily....my Aunt was on this and the same thing happened to her too..

And for some reason my knee is in a lot of pain. I had ACL surgery 4 years ago...so I went dancing this weekend, then had horse back riding, soccer and dance on Monday. Tuesday I was fine and didn't do anything physical...it hurt yesturday though. I still went horse back riding and it was fine while I was on the horse..I'll just need to ride Murphy for the rest of my life I guess.

So I have my first night of work tonight and my knee is killing me. Great. Oh well I'll talk to them and see whats up. Not to mention I'm hungery but don't want to eat, and tired so I want to nap but I have work I should be doing, but don't care about. Ga.