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Alright, finally in a better mood (apparently just needed to refil my perscription). I've decided to stop lamenting for a girl, I'm gonna work on liking myself better first. I know , I know, sounds like a clich but it's true. How can I expect someone to be attracted to me if I don't belive myself to be likeable? Ahh well....and yay I might be...
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When all our walls have crumbled to dust
And our masks are cast aside
All that is left is ourselves
Naked and shivering
In the harsh light of the world

I had a whole post written, where I poured out my heart about the shit that's been running through my head, but I pushed the wrong button and ::poof:: it was gone. I don't have...
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So, I realize that Blog's or journals are supposed to be forums in which to talk about one's self, but I don't really feel like talking about me....so tell me something about yerself don't care what, doesn't have to be much, but something. I'll catch everyone up on my uneventful and reletively depressing life some other time.

Well...don't have much to say. Thought I'd post to say Hello.....Hello!

Ok...so I haven't kept up on my promise to post more lately...I've been busy with class starting up, and haven't had time to surf. Not much happening in my world. My crush, I've been lamenting about so much, informed my good friend that she really likes me, and would consider dating me.....but she thinks I'm still hung up on my ex.... ...how do I prove...
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So Today's my birthday....thanx to all who've already wished me a happy one. I went out drinking with my co-workers last night, and was feeling a pretty nice buzz...until one of them bought me a shot of Wild Turkey and 151...."cleared out my system" so to speak. I then joined a friend at a strip club and one of his buddies kept buying me dances....all...
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So yesterday was the 5 year anniversary of me working in the same place. It's funny, when I started, I never thought I'd still be there...and now...I can't really see myself going anywhere else anytime soon. I have no motivation for change.....ahh well, still being tormented by my crush....she's over at my house a majority of the week to play a game I have on...
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So the tournament thing went alright....700 people showed up to play, with parents/friends/siblings, there was about 800 people. It was cool, the local rock station brought in a local band to entertain, and all I had to do was be the announcer and talk into a bullhorn. My roommate's party sucked....very few people showed, and it was mainly guys. I just found out that the...
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Ahhh! getiign geared up for helping out running a city-wide Halo Tourn. this sunday....it's gonna be crazy. But hey, the army will be there for our security and parking control....some local bands are playing and Hooters is catering....basically a party with a tournament going on alongside. We're expecting a turnout of around 800-1000 people.... ...It'll be crazy...not to mention I'll be tired and possibly hungover...
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Alright, so I've been home all day today and yesterday....I'm bored...I just got done cleaning the main living areas of our house...looks good, but I know it'll be dirty in a week or two anyway. The EX leaves for school today, kinda bummed about that...won't see her for 10 months....losing a good friend and lover sort of sux.....ahh well I souldn't dwell or I'll get...
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So I'm house/pet sitting for my sister and brother-in-law this week and they own a standard poodle(actually it's my dogs' puppy) He's 4 years old, and my sister never properly trained him, so he's a bit hyper sometimes. Well long story short, one day my sister left him alone in the house tied up so he wouldn't get into anything, and something happened and he...
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