I had my follow-up with the urologist yesterday. I spent most of my afternoon getting uptown then waiting around in his waiting room just so he could spend 2 minutes feeling my balls to make sure everything is ok.
Which it is.
I still have to get a sperm test to make sure that I'm shooting blanks, but that's merely a formality. The doctor said it can take as many as 6 or 8 ejaculations before all the active sperm are cleared out of my plumbing. I didn't feel the need to tell him that I'd already exceeded that number by a considerable margin.
And now it's settling in that I will never have children. I haven't had any and never had any desire to have any, but it's slightly different now that I've actually undergone surgery to make sure it stays that way.
It definitely makes me think about what I'll leave behind when I die, though I've been reading so many scary articles about the declining oil supplies and the oil wars that are sure to come...
I've been listening to Bob Dylan's song "Masters of War" way too much lately. I know previous generations have felt that the world is about to end, but I think this time we're really quite close. It might not happen in my lifetime, but if there's a global oil crisis by 2025, it might not be that far off.
Which it is.
I still have to get a sperm test to make sure that I'm shooting blanks, but that's merely a formality. The doctor said it can take as many as 6 or 8 ejaculations before all the active sperm are cleared out of my plumbing. I didn't feel the need to tell him that I'd already exceeded that number by a considerable margin.
And now it's settling in that I will never have children. I haven't had any and never had any desire to have any, but it's slightly different now that I've actually undergone surgery to make sure it stays that way.
It definitely makes me think about what I'll leave behind when I die, though I've been reading so many scary articles about the declining oil supplies and the oil wars that are sure to come...
I've been listening to Bob Dylan's song "Masters of War" way too much lately. I know previous generations have felt that the world is about to end, but I think this time we're really quite close. It might not happen in my lifetime, but if there's a global oil crisis by 2025, it might not be that far off.
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As for which Kym Wilde we viewed, please ask Elektra_Descends since it's her collection. We enjoyed all of it except when Kym was being the "bottom"---not convincing!
We will keep you posted on our business fantasy. We're both pretty handy w/ a whip, and catch people off guard since we're thought of as sweet.
Good to know I'm not the only 'clingfilm' catagory person out there.
Great pics, great bands. Thanks for stopping by.
Wow... Did I just find another Coil fan? (The discomfort of what is attatched to the harness is not so bad for this moment). I will have to stop by again very soon.