I've been getting into a new movement called, iamnotok. It seems like a really new movement about speaking up about domestic violence, mainly created by Evan Rachel Wood. She shared her story of being in an abusive relationship(probably Marilyn Mason's) , and for some reason I felt it. It also made me realize something about myself later on. I had a ton of anger issues in my 20s that I couldn't control all the time. I would bottle it all up until I got home and would just be raging and cussing until I got exhausted. Luckily I had parents that both instilled in me a sense of goodness in how I treat people for the most part. It's probably what made me live alone for those years and no super close relationships. I was afraid if I was living with a woman, I might become an abuser to her, and I'd probably never be with someone again. I hated myself for having volatile emotions I couldn't control, a lot of it due to my scoliosis and extreme anxiety. Medication and my scoliosis exercises have made me feel like a healthy human mentally and physically.
