I've been getting into a new movement called, iamnotok. It seems like a really new movement about speaking up about domestic violence, mainly created by Evan Rachel Wood. She shared her story of being in an abusive relationship(probably Marilyn Mason's) , and for some reason I felt it. It also made me realize something about myself later on. I had a ton of anger issues in my 20s that I couldn't control all the time. I would bottle it all up until I got home and would just be raging and cussing until I got exhausted. Luckily I had parents that both instilled in me a sense of goodness in how I treat people for the most part. It's probably what made me live alone for those years and no super close relationships. I was afraid if I was living with a woman, I might become an abuser to her, and I'd probably never be with someone again. I hated myself for having volatile emotions I couldn't control, a lot of it due to my scoliosis and extreme anxiety. Medication and my scoliosis exercises have made me feel like a healthy human mentally and physically.
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infernum:
Hey babe! I have lots of humor variations every day. But with medicine and therapy I’m having healthy relationships. I believe in you!
gunderground:
Thanks @felicity ❤️ when I was young I was the happiest kid, then my parents divorced, I got a hip injury that gave me a bad twisty scoliosis, and I was molested by a family member (luckily not for long). This was elementary school and middle school. All that fucked me up for awhile. It's mainly embarrassing to me now, and I try to live with more empathy and love probably to compensate for all that, and I like the way it feels. @infernum, thanks for the support ❤️ I'm doing fairly well nowadays. 🤗