You know, I really am disgusted that someone who Im sure reads this (even though I have said person blocked) is thinking that this portrait that shes painting is going to really show that shes the innocent little victim in everything, but the facts are the facts. You fucked up, you got strung out on heroin, you caused violence, didnt care about anyone but yourself, and you know for a fact that I cannot and would not contact you. You must really think court orders mean nothing to me, because they obviously dont mean anything to you. So, you really can only keep this ridiculousness up for so long, because its just too many lies and misleading stories for you to keep up. As previously stated, if I am the one, I will gladly take care of mine. But the fact that there is even a doubt, and the fact that YOU made all this happen is just not forgivable. So how about you take some responsibility for once, I know I have to take more than my fair share of it every single day. But that apart of growing up, thats what it means to be accountable. I screwed up, I have to accept that, make things better and deal with the repercussions of the things I have set into motion. You have to do the same, because passing the buck and deflecting is not going to get you anywhere. And even though youd love to live in a tent in the woods, thats not going to work since you are having to worry about more than just yourself from now on. Im done!