"Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moon light?"
I think that I have finally found the critical piece to the puzzle that I was missing for so long. I have put it in place, and the picture is now clear. It is happiness. Complete happiness. The key to finding it was, succeeding in something I always thought was going to elude me forever. And it turns out that the piece itself is nothing more than having great times with great people. I am a really simple person, no matter what anyone thinks (even myself), I am not a complex person. Right now, I am getting everything that I desire, and everything that I need. It's really great. I'm even getting set up for future jobs and schooling. So, all that's left for me to do is to go through with it. Ever since I've gotten my new car, I've been saving money, and been enjoying myself. I've been lying really low though. I've not seen too many people outside of work, and I suppose that's ok. I'll see them when I see them. I haven't seen Paul in 2 weeks, I have really seen Mark and Maria. I haven't seen Mandy or Gwen or anyone else in that vein. I did see Rob and Deanna, and that was fun. We saw Superman. It was awesome! I also saw Pirate of the Caribbean 2, it was awesome! I've been having really good times. "Don't judge me, I'm just doin' my thing..." Next week, I'm probably gonna start on a massive bill paying agenda, and maybe buy some new pants. I've found an online outlet for every t-shirt I could ever think of/want (<a href="www.jinx.com">www.jinx.com</a>
and now I just need to find great pants and more than one pair of them at a time. We're thinking cheap here. I'm also in need of a new pair of shoes. I most get a pair to replace one pair that has gotten beat, and two that have gotten too small. I'm buying two 12" subs off Susan's brother soon, he's even gonna put them in for me, which is good and easy, since he also have a Neon. As long as I can continue my money saving tricks, then I should be good to go. Otakon, is gonna be killer though. But I can do it. "I believe in you Peter Pan." All I really really really want is FLCL and Gundam WIng. I'm probably gonna wait till tax time to buy wheels for the car, since it's getting late in the summer, and winter will be too harsh on the wheels. Besides, that'll give me more time to save money. And my credit union loan will be done, so all the extra money in that account will be mine for the saving. ROH is this saturday, then I'm gonna go see Hairspray in Atlantic City, then Ozzfest, Otakon, and Family Values! Then there's the next ROH in philly event. So, I'd have to say that this summer is the best summer I've ever had. Especially since there were many summers in Mississippi, and many summers doing nothing but working, and the rest were filled with nothing. So this summer definitely wins out. Thank you Rouge, you've helped to improve the quality of life for me, the support was much needed. For some reason, I want to watch Virtuosity. I wish I had it. That would be awesome! Bye bye!
I think that I have finally found the critical piece to the puzzle that I was missing for so long. I have put it in place, and the picture is now clear. It is happiness. Complete happiness. The key to finding it was, succeeding in something I always thought was going to elude me forever. And it turns out that the piece itself is nothing more than having great times with great people. I am a really simple person, no matter what anyone thinks (even myself), I am not a complex person. Right now, I am getting everything that I desire, and everything that I need. It's really great. I'm even getting set up for future jobs and schooling. So, all that's left for me to do is to go through with it. Ever since I've gotten my new car, I've been saving money, and been enjoying myself. I've been lying really low though. I've not seen too many people outside of work, and I suppose that's ok. I'll see them when I see them. I haven't seen Paul in 2 weeks, I have really seen Mark and Maria. I haven't seen Mandy or Gwen or anyone else in that vein. I did see Rob and Deanna, and that was fun. We saw Superman. It was awesome! I also saw Pirate of the Caribbean 2, it was awesome! I've been having really good times. "Don't judge me, I'm just doin' my thing..." Next week, I'm probably gonna start on a massive bill paying agenda, and maybe buy some new pants. I've found an online outlet for every t-shirt I could ever think of/want (<a href="www.jinx.com">www.jinx.com</a>
and now I just need to find great pants and more than one pair of them at a time. We're thinking cheap here. I'm also in need of a new pair of shoes. I most get a pair to replace one pair that has gotten beat, and two that have gotten too small. I'm buying two 12" subs off Susan's brother soon, he's even gonna put them in for me, which is good and easy, since he also have a Neon. As long as I can continue my money saving tricks, then I should be good to go. Otakon, is gonna be killer though. But I can do it. "I believe in you Peter Pan." All I really really really want is FLCL and Gundam WIng. I'm probably gonna wait till tax time to buy wheels for the car, since it's getting late in the summer, and winter will be too harsh on the wheels. Besides, that'll give me more time to save money. And my credit union loan will be done, so all the extra money in that account will be mine for the saving. ROH is this saturday, then I'm gonna go see Hairspray in Atlantic City, then Ozzfest, Otakon, and Family Values! Then there's the next ROH in philly event. So, I'd have to say that this summer is the best summer I've ever had. Especially since there were many summers in Mississippi, and many summers doing nothing but working, and the rest were filled with nothing. So this summer definitely wins out. Thank you Rouge, you've helped to improve the quality of life for me, the support was much needed. For some reason, I want to watch Virtuosity. I wish I had it. That would be awesome! Bye bye!VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
Love your hair by the way