Well then, Jen and I have been separated for over a week now... and I must admit that although it is quite lonely sometimes, it feels really good. I feel free to do way more things with my life instead of just what Jen wants to do. And I feel great that I am not bending to her damn will anymore. The only thing that sucks ass is that I have recently had my hopes crushed slightly. I have been talking to this girl for a short while and I felt as though things have been going really great between us... and I was feeling hope......... but.... she has gotten it into her head that I am too feminine for her (translation = she thinks I'm gay). This pisses me off so much, this is some bullshit! People constantly think that I am either gay or on drugs, but I'm niether! I don't understand why it's rediculously taxing for me to get what I want (love wise) and be 100% my true self. It's like to get where you want to be, you have to lie, and put on an act. I hate that. Why does it have to be such an act to be dating? 