I was recently thinking about my ex-girlfriend, I saw her at the mall not too long ago, and I tell you that it was not a good experience being in her presence. She hates me (at least, it seems like she does). But I can't even imagine why. I broke up with her because she was a spiteful, maniacle, manipulative, attention seeking self-centered psycho-bitch. She put me through so much shit, and I couldn't take it anymore. But she always blames me breaking up with her, on our mutual friend (at the time). But in reality, Crystal had almost nothing to do with me wanting to get the hell away from her. I just wasn't happy, and would never have been happy. But I hold it to no ill-will, I know that although we didn't make good lovers, we could have been good friends again. But she let that go. Oh-well, I know that I actually miss being with her sometimes, but it's cool. This is the path that I have chosen for myself, and it works for me. 