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I'm excited, I just finished making my (TOTALLY-AWESOME!!!!!!!!) rap/hip hop cd.! I love this one is so much better than the last one I made. The old one had a lot of song from repeat artists. This one has a good mix of artists. One two repeat artist now. (Bleubird and Fugees). But those were necessary. I am excited! Not to mention... Proud! Here's the...
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Right now, I am feeling lonely as hell. I feel as though there is no one I can talk to. I want to talk about any and everything.... and at the same time, nothing. I miss the sordid art of hanging-out.... chillin'.... talking to people one-on-one. For some reason, it just bothers me so much that I don't talk to most anyone outside of work...
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"Through the power of truth I, while living have conquered the universe."

As of 12:48am this day, I have seen V for Vendetta four times. It is a movie that has not touched me in such a complete way since The Neverending Story. I have never actually seen a movie more than three times while in the theatres. It makes me feel something deep inside....
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"Behind this mask there is more than just flesh, there is an idea, and ideas are bulletproof"
"Lately I've been thinking, and thinking always gets me into trouble. But since I have a double personality, it wasn't me, you see." I've been thinking lately about myself. I've been looking at who I am as a person, looking at the core of what I truly believe...
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As everyone who reads my journal would know (because I'm either talking about you, or you were told by me), I have been having a wonderful time these past 2 Sundays. I've been enjoying wonderful time with a wonderful woman, and that makes me so happy! She is one of the most awesome people i have met in a long time (not to mention on...
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Right now, I am so very broken hearted. i have never been crushed so badly in years. I have recently found out that the person that I spent most of my recently life with, the person I loved dearly, the person I was so commited to... did not really love me as much as she pretended that she did. Despite everything I did for her,...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!! Going to go to see RING OF HONOR!!!!! And either get a tattoo or a piercing, it depends on how much money I have after I pay my insurance. Today is gonna be FREAKIN' SWEET!!!!!!!!!

First and foremost I will say this, I love Sour Cream & Onion Ritz Chips!


So anyway, let me update the proceedings of my life. I got my dreads dyed red (dark red, and not too much), and I love it. I love it so much that I'm thinking of going brighter next time. I think that i'm actually starting to look pretty good. I...
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Tonight, was a very very good night. Anthony, Donnie and I all went to Kahunaville for ladie's night. And To make a long story short. I started to get out of the shell I was in, and I took the reins! I danced with 4 girls, and thoroughly enjoyed myself. The first girl I danced with was quite cute (not to mention petite), she was...
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Today was the day that i realized that now that i have my wings, it is time to fly. So i am getting my dreads highlighted on Friday when i go for my monthly appointment. I've been wanting to add some red to my hair for years, but I've just never done it. But there is absolutely nothing holding me back now (except the fear...
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Well then, Jen and I have been separated for over a week now... and I must admit that although it is quite lonely sometimes, it feels really good. I feel free to do way more things with my life instead of just what Jen wants to do. And I feel great that I am not bending to her damn will anymore. The only thing that...
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It has finally happened... Jen and I are no longer a couple. We are broken up after almost 2 years together. I don't really know how I feel about it yet. I just know that it hit me kinda hard. I really love her, and she really loves me, but I can't give her what she need and be happy... and she just won't give...
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