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I've come to a conclusion today. Besides my dad and my friend donna, I hate being around people. I don't know when it happened or how. I used to be a bright and cheerful person and now people just seem to piss me off. I don't mind messaging online or even texting, but something about them being next to me drives me crazy. I might...
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Today my father got a letter from the veteran's hospital. In this letter it stated that during one of his operations last year one of the medications they gave him some how held a new strain of bacteria that could possible kill him. He has been complaining to the veteran hospital for the past 8 months about his temp that doesn't go below 95 degrees...
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This has been on replay all day on my PC.



Back when I was in choir songs like these were what drove me to keep going. I'm starting to miss those times, lol.

This blog will mainly be about my past, so please bear with it. It may get a little long and explicit so i'll warn you now.

I haven't told a lot of people about my past and almost no one in my family knows about a good majority of it. I've trusted a select few of people enough to tell them some of it. Tonight...
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I'm soooo done with online dating sites. The only people they manage to set me up with are creepers. Finally got tired of it and deleted my accounts. There is only so much crazy you can send one guy's way before he runs for the hills, lol. Hopefully now I won't get as many stalkers as before because they are a pain in the ass....
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I noticed today that the majority of the money I make goes to either energy drinks or cigarettes, lol. A few days ago I bought my dad and I tickets to TNA lockdown and that's the first thing i've bought besides energy drinks and cigarettes in almost 6 months. I guess it's time to start looking for a part time job so I can save...
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Pretty much sums up how i'm feeling this morning.

It seems like i've lost my passion for writing. I no longer feel the same way when I finish a project. Whether it be a poem, song, or story I just don't feel satisfied any more. I hope it's just temporary and i'll find joy in it again, but until that happens I'm going to hold off on writing for a while. My poems themselves...
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Started writing a new song and already have the 1st verse finished. This time around I decided to write a song about liars. How when they finally get caught that they can either come clean or deal with the damage that follows neglecting it all. I've dealt with a lot of liars in my past and this song is basically something i've already told some...
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Finally finished a new song, it's called Verge of Psychotic. I'll probably be getting back into the studio around october. I'm trying to hold off recording until I write better material. People like some of the things I've written, but im not totally satisfied with the end results. I want to make a song people will remember. Something that stands out above anything that's out...
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