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Yesterday pretty much brightened up my whole month in an instant. I went over to my sister's house to watch my nephew while her and her husband went shopping. My nephew is 3 years old and is usually doesn't listen at all, but yesterday we had soo much fun. For almost 2 hours we just simply played with pillows. I'd throw one across the room and he'd run back giggling trying to find it. I had so much fun with the simplest thing that it amazed me. Plus the entire time he kept saying the pillow was magic and it was flying away instead of me throwing it. Seeing that huge smile and all the laughter really brought something back out of me that I thought was missing. One day even if I don't have biological children of my own I plan on adopting. My dream to become a father has been brought back to life.