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Today has been a lot better than I expected it to be. I can honestly say if it wasn't for my best friend I probably wouldn't be the same person I am now. When every one of my others friends turned away from me when I needed them most she was always there. She has been a rock to hold me up when all I wanted was to fall. I'm glad she's in my life.

My creativity has been better lately. I've been able to write another page or two in my book so it's slowly progressing. I just wish I had the patience to sit down and write for long periods of time, but sadly with my attention I get easily distracted or side tracked. One day i'll finish both the fiction book im writing and the book of poetry. I'm not giving up on them this time around and i'm going to stick with it.

This week has been a lot better than last week. Everyone here at home finally started smiling again and it has really helped relieve some of the stress i've been feeling. This morning my dad had a genuine smile on his face and it was like a weight was lifted from my shoulders when I saw it. He doesn't smile about much anymore because he's hindered from doing a lot of things anymore, but when I see his real smile it's like everything brightens up. I hope things will continue to get better so he can smile like that more and more. When he smiles like that it's like a breath of life has been born again in his eyes.