guardian_

I've come to a conclusion today. Besides my dad and my friend donna, I hate being around people. I don't know when it happened or how. I used to be a bright and cheerful person and now people just seem to piss me off. I don't mind messaging online or even texting, but something about them being next to me drives me crazy. I might just be spending too much time confined in one room these days. That's basically the only thing that has changed.

I can't stand any of my neighbors and I swear if the one's who live behind me start blaring shitty pop music at 3 am one more time this week im going to go ape shit. I might just be tired or worn out but my tolerance level is zero. Going to the V.A. didn't really help things today. I was waiting with my dad for his appointment and the nurse came out saying they were running behind, so my dad asked politely how far behind they were and she threatened to call security for him being unruly. I snapped and said if she wanted to call security i'd be glad to give her one. No one talks down to my dad like that and gets away with it. Especially since we had already waited 4 hours past his appointment time.

I'm ready to leave Nashville and never look back. The only reason im still here is because of my father. Once he's gone im going to put Nashville in my rear view and never look back. I want to move to a small quiet town and just live for once. I hate my family to the point that the only reason I pretend to get along with them is so there won't be anymore drama. I'm ready just to cut off my phone pack my bags and just drive until im out of gas.