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oblivious to the fact we act on reaction.
splitting away when we should show affection.
we run away when should confide.
throwing punches again when we should just hide.

it's the fear inside creeping up slowly.
I can't sense it so that's how it controls me.
knowing this now what should I do.
Should I break free my sins and follow through?

our spirits are born and torn asunder.
when left alone in a world all a blunder.
mistaking chaos for the food we need.
instead of the love from our family tree.

we split our minds and deal out the pain.
its just another way to escape the rain.
we hide our true nature from all those around.
in order to keep from being kicked to the ground.

we grow numb from the wounds again left torn.
In this world full of chaos who is keeping score.
there's no one around by your side.
oblivious to the reasons why we began to hide.

one day soon we'll all be free.
we'll find our true nature in all that we need.
until that day comes bring on the rain.
i've grown accustomed to all that is stained.