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So for the past few days i've been having deja vu like crazy. I'm used to having it once a day, but now it's multiple times a day and I keep getting a sinking feeling in my stomach. Usually when this happens something goes wrong, but I hope this time is different. I had another sleepless night last night. I haven't been able to sleep...
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Dad had his shoulder surgery today. Overall it took 10 hours but he's feeling a lot better. There was a lot more damage than they thought there was going to be so it took longer than expected. They said he should be back to 100% by next week.

I've been working on a few poems lately and here's the last one I wrote called Child's Gaze.



How I wish I could see life through a child's eyes.
The world full of fortune with painted azure skies.
Instead I am stuck seeing with a blackened heart.
Pictures all the world corrupt, breaking down before the start.

When you are young you never know what...
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I'm so beyond worn out today. I haven't slept in a few days and right as I was about to fall asleep this morning my sister called needing me to take my niece to school. I don't really mind that all too much, but it's all the extras that they had me doing that pissed me off. I got there at 7 am and finally...
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I've had a pretty productive day today. Finished writing one song and have the first verse for another song. The song im working on now will have more halloween type references in it because it is october XD it's the first time i've used this kind of flow so im excited to see where it will end up.

I went to Lone Wolf Tattoo today and got my tattoo of pikachu priced and scheduled my time. I'm going in on Saturday and it's going to take 5 or 6 hours to finish. I'm going to try to do it all in 1 session, but I might end up breaking it into 2 sessions. I'm excited because this will be my first color tattoo...
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My birthday was pretty much awesome. Granted im still pretty drunk right now, but its probably the most fun i've ever had on my birthday. I had ribs for dinner and then went over to my sister's house and got drunk as hell. Between the 4 of us that were drinking we finished 2 and a half bottles and most of that was just me....
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My dad hasn't had any episodes at the hospital at all, but after him bitching them out they are letting him come home today. So no news on how we are going to get him better, but we can only deal with it when it happens.

I just dropped my dad off at the hospital. He started blacking out a lot and having a lot of seizures again so they admitted him for a week to see what's causing it. He quit having blackouts and seizures for a while, but they came back heavier this time. Thankfully this hospital visit isn't at the veterans hospital. It got out sourced to vanderbilt...
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A good friend of mine's brother died a few days ago, so tonight we took him out bowling to help get his mind off of it. He finally smiled again so i'm glad we all went. We bowled for about 5 hours total and im sore as hell but it was worth it. On the car ride back we were being a bunch of dorks...
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