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Finally got 3 out of the 5 songs I wanted to get done recorded. Later on this week I plan on getting back into the studio to record 3 or 4 more and start making better progress to finishing my mixtape

here are the links for 2 of the 3 songs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHrM_DdM86E&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc0mdeMBrG8

Finally got some more studio time for early tomorrow. I have 5 songs ready to record right now. After I finish recording those the producer and I are going to colab on a beat he's working on and hopefully we'll finish that too tomorrow.

New song in the making. This one will be for all those people who tried to tear you down, hold you back, and fuck you over. for the one's who have confused you to the point you question who you are inside.

Living life just simply trying to pass go.
Get my money and move to the slow flow.
Moving past a rock and a hard place
just like water sliping through the cracks of the vase.
A love Like winter growing colder every day.
If I pass no one will think twice about me anyway.
So I move on, and I get mine.
All alone in...
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Suffocating beyong the point of breaking.
I'm choking on the lies im fed.
Cure my tragedy and let me be.
Leave me behind like all the ones before.
Don't grace your lips with my name.
Wipe it clean from your memory and bury the thought of me deeper than your darkest dream.
I fell in love with what you were and snapped into hate with...
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One last smoke before I fall.
Light it up mother fucker, now end it all.
One last chance for me to give.
My last reason here left to live.
One last dream for me to chase.
Take it slow now boy, gotta set the pace.


i've got one more reason here left to fight
I light it up choke it back cause it starts tonight....
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So I didn't get to go to the video shoot on sunday because my dad started getting sick. I decided to stay home and take care of him instead. Today he seems a lot more sick so i'm going to take him to the doctor and get everything checked out.

Just got a freaking awesome call asking if I wanted to join in on a video shoot sunday night. Here is hoping to it doesnt get rescheduled again cause if it's moved to monday I wont be able to go. This is a dream of mine to be next to one of my favorite rappers, not only that but being in the first video for...
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Finally got a laptop just for work/music. hopefully this will enable to me get out of the house while im writing so I can get some new inspiration

I stayed up for 36 hours just so I could make my mind so jumbled and twisted that I could actually finish writing some of my songs. most people try to relax while writing, me I need to almost go insane to get my thoughts out right.

New poem calld Soldiers Bonded by Fate

My heart on my sleeve, your knife in my back.
you're prowling around, always on the attack.
So im stuck in defence while you're held back in life.
I'll take two steps forwards while you're beating your wife.
You disgust me, you fucking drive me insane.
You should go join uncle same and take one to the brain....
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