grey_holden

well any one that looks at my site at all knows that i dont update it that often......mostly because i am using a new site grey_holden

so anyone who wants to keep up with me or say hello....thats the place to do it.

its funny how sometimes no matter how hard you try to escape or change something.....some things just stay the same. there are some things in my life that i have been struggling with ever since it began, and it just seems that no matter how hard i struggle i cant break free.
i guess some people would probably call these things fate, but i am...
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today has been such a long day. we were suspose to have today off, so last night i didn't got to bed until like 430 or 5. however everyone was woke up at 530 for a piss test. No one was released until noon.
So at that point i couldnt go to sleep cause then i wouldnt be able to sleep tonight.....def a vicious cycle...
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sober today, not really sure how i feel about that. on the one hand i am saving money and braincells; on the other i really dont have an excuse for being an asshole.
oh well sobriety allows me to pursue other activities. how else would i have ever found time to put together that erector set.
before i go i would like to ask a...
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iam sitting here and it is around 3 in the morning. I very drunk and i think this is fitting that this is my first journal entry. I've been thinking alot about life and have realiazed that details dont matter, in the end its over. nothing else matters, the end is the end.
dont worry...this is def the exemption...others wont be drunken and so to...
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