grendel

Bloody Bloody Bloody Hell!!!!

Bloody Hell Number 1: I won't be able to make it to the Boston curry night because of. . .

BHN 2: The Rat Bastard U.S. government who couldn't find it within themselves to get off their collective assess and push my job announcement through at something faster than a molasses in the middle of an ice-field in January pace, which means that. . .

BHN 3: My gig in Maryland wouldnt start until November 18th, and thats pretty bad because. . .

BHN 4: All of the bees will be asleep by then and there wont be anything for me to do in the lab, which sucks because. . .

BHN 5: It makes infinitely more sense for me to stay in Washington until January or February and work at the crap ass job I have now, where the plus side is I wouldnt be paying any rent and would be making some good money, but. . .

BHN 6: I want to move on already!!!! This Maryland thing has been dragging out for frickin YONKS and Im just tired of it.

BHN 7: Im starting to feel like Im not meant to get my PhD and that maybe all life has in store for me is a job as a box-boy at a grocery store in Small Town, U.S.A.

Im so depressed.

And yeah you can say that there are about a million things there that I could be happy about and I can see them, I really can, but still. . . fuck.