Sunday Aug 31, 2008

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So...still no luck on the job hunt.

Sadly, as of today my account here will expire
Also Sadly, as of Sept 5th ...my phone will be shut off


you know the funny thing is.........all i can think about is her.


much love to you all

Greggy

see ya when im back on my feet
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lilcali:
Gregg, I am also in desperate need of a job so i understand how you feel. I hope you find something really soon. You will be missed.
Take Care!!! kiss
waterfordman:
You aren't leaving SG.

Check your Gmail

Sunday Aug 24, 2008

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Ok so, to catch everyone up on what has been going on lately.

Wednesday August 13th. I flew out of Sacramento into Houston and finally arriving in Chicago. I packed what i could and sent it off UPS to my new home on the East Coast earlier in the week so i wouldnt have to worry about it. But anyways, so i arrive in Chicago...
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munke:
Dude. You need to dig a foxhole and keep down inside it for a while. This run of bad luck is going to kill you, one way or another.

You cheated Death recently, didn't you? It's like Final Destination part 86 with you these days.
zoos:
:-( I'm sorry to hear you got ouchied. I'm a little late on reading the updates....

Tuesday Aug 12, 2008

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Well today is my last day in California. I am off, to hopefully find what I wasn't able to here. That basically means a job.
I have love and friendship and family here in spades. I will miss my Cali family dearly but, with 3 months in and bills and now court fines hanging over my head, I feel I need to do something drastic....
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sharona1881:
*hugs* are you on the east coast yet? hols said you might be here today!!! yay!!

how are you feeling?
trixxx:
soooooo..now that you are back East, I just may get a second chance to hang with you huh? wink

Wednesday Aug 06, 2008

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Warning very long journal entry ahead.


Roughly two months ago I was in a very dire place emotionally. I had such huge dreams for my return to California. I figured I would return to my old job, make some huge money and prosper. I never dreamed that after 3 months, I would still be jobless, living on couches, have my truck get repoed and be...
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tds:
You know if you ever need anything, let me know. You're one of those people I always feel like I learn something from, and that isn't bullshit. I hope things work out better than they ever could, and you end up as happy as you're able to handle...

...but with bacon.
bibs:
gregg im having my own very similar problems right now and diz told me to go read you blog, im glad i did.
i'm sorry for the pain and struggle you are going through, but i want you to know, that im going through the same.
if you ever need someone who knows exactly what youre going through, please call me. i love you and will always answer your calls.

and yea, i feel like my problems pale in comparision to others, but you know what..theyre huge to me and theyre huge to you and frankly thats all that matters.

i love you and always will, no matter what. you are my friend and you mean the world to me <5

and even though i cried while reading this and while responding i somehow feel better....i hope you do to

p.s.
pick one

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So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now.
And me fresh out of rope...
Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this.
So take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.

It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose it's only you.

Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel.
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste.
I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me.
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised.
Do you understand?

It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose, it's only you.
But how could I miscalculate...
perfect eyes will have perfect aim.
If I can choose, it's only you.

"we're wrecking" and I'm dry like a drum, when you scream so fine I'll leave.
We're stranded, we've got time and trials, measured in miles. We slave for days (and weeks).

It's only you, beautiful.
Or I don't want anyone.
If I can choose.
It's only you.
But how could I miscalculate...
perfect lies from a perfect dame.
If I can choose... it's only you



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well i talk
Too much
To myself
And i turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place

and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when the cut goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep

i can't stay
in this place
i can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
i can keep

i can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?

goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck

i'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife, fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way

and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when the cut goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
am i wrong?

goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck

Saturday Aug 02, 2008

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I'M OUT OF JAIL!!!![/B

It feels good to be out but, they kicked me early after telling them repeatedly that i wanted to do straight time. So im hoping that it isnt a mix up and im truly done. if not i may have to go back for a couple more days...if so ..it will suck but not that big of a deal.

Thank you...
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brixton:
love love
peedoo:
Nap time Daddy?

Monday Jul 28, 2008

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By this time tomorrow I will be spending my first night of a 7 day sentence in jail.
I opted out of the 5 days of work project and decided to just do 3 more days in jail and be done with it.

I will still have to pay the fines which come to about 2140.50 if my calculations are correct. And serve 4 years...
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lobster_mobster:
Dood. Munke needs to call me and we'll both pour out a little fine malt liquor for you at the same time.

Love you, be safe. My thoughts and prayers are with you every single day.
omeganightmare:
My phone sucks...I got your message after I got to the lake.....frown



titty bar when you get out

Thursday Jul 24, 2008

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Ok so today was my court date. i have been dreading it and now i know why. my sentence is as follows:

4 days in jail ( i turn myself in monday)
5 days community service( or whatever that equates to in regard to jail time)
1000 dollar fine ( how i will pay that without a job i dont know)
4 years informal probation...
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munke:
Sorry to hear about your jail time...
And i might suggest, you can run, but your problems will follow you wherever you go.

Seems like you're leaving Sacramento really soon.... I thought you liked it up there.

Weird.

Best of luck wherever you land.
omeganightmare:
Hey man call me if you get time. I'd call you but I can't seem to remember anything lately

Wednesday Jul 09, 2008

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So, my lil run with internets has come to a close, It was nice to see lots of familiar faces in the Chat and catch up reading blogs and stuff. Speaking of which I want to apologize for not being able to respond to your comments. You see, I can post new blogs on my phone and i can send messages but I cant reply...
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jj_r0x0rz:
*hugs*
justsayfaux:
did i break something?

does anyone have any glue?

i feel a hole.

id like to see it through...

love man. never stops. thoughts of you.

Tuesday Jul 08, 2008

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It was fun to play in Chat a bit today and see some of your lovely faces and other parts haha. I have missed them. I even got to see my peedoo. Man, do i miss my lil baby kitten.

Still no good news to report on the home front...but Thanks to you again for all your support.

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btyjugs:
love you love
lilcali:
I'm sorry I missed you in chat. frown

Thinking of you and wishing you the best. smile

Monday Jun 30, 2008

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Still no luck on the job front and its really weighing on my mind. That combined with other upcoming stresses makes it almost too much to bear.
I'm pretty down emotionally but my friends have really worked overtime being my support system. Without them I prolly would have just ended it all long ago. My eternal thanks for all the love.

I was going through...
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chat_gods:
I miss you.
peedoo:
I miss naptime Daddy.

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