Last night i had a little freak out....or maybe even a large freak out.
It was mainly due to the fact that i feel like a hypocrite....I am not very good at practicing what i preach.
It was mainly due to the fact that i feel like a hypocrite....I am not very good at practicing what i preach.
I did do some drinking last ngiht and even though i was far from wasted...it certainly played a part in me becoming overly emotional about the whole thing and everything that is forth coming for me.
To say im scared to death about the prospect of moving back and starting over would be an understatement.
Sometimes i just wish i could stop my mind...but i cant its always running. I wish i was as confident as i pretend to be ...but im not....i feel like a scared lil child lost in the City. Will i be ok in the end?....most likely...Will this move be good for me?...definitely...does it stop me from being scared about it?...not a chance in hell.
Damn it doesnt always feel good to be a greggster.
pray for me.
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""When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us." Helen Keller"