I've been a little quieter than usual in regards to blogging and I apologize for that. Life is treating me well in general but this time of year is particularly difficult. The cold, the gloom, the lack of sunshine; it all wreaks havoc on my emotions and my sleep schedule. It seems that no matter how much or how little sleep I get, I'm constantly exhausted. That makes it hard for me to be social. I do try to be but I don't always succed and I'm sorry if it seems that I'm neglecting anyone. I assure you, I don't mean to. I love my loser friends and I'm so very grateful you're part of my life, even when I seem distant. Feeling like I fit in is something I haven't experienced often in my life but right now I can honestly say I do feel that way. I can be as weird as I am and you all won't judge me for that. Thank you, genuinely. The break up last week is affecting me more deeply than I had expected it to. Cold as it may sound- the reality is that we weren't together long. Still, I care a great deal about her (and always will, in my own way, regardless of the state of our relationship) and I find myself missing her regularly. It's a great comfort knowing I have people to turn to, people to talk to, people who understand and will be there for me. A great comfort indeed. I just hope that you all know it's entirely mutual. I am friends with a group of extraordinary people here and I love you all. I hope you're well, I hope life is treating you wonderfully and I hope you're all having a great fucking day. 🙂
If you made it this far, thank you again.
