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So, I've woken up about three hours earlier than I usually do. This could be a problem, if I hadn't had a nap Sunday afternoon- but I did, so I should be fine. In a minute or two, I am going to go use two of those hours to study... because that's what I am declaring June to be: the month of study!

The reason why I am uneasy is that my company lost one of their big, good clients one week ago today. I've known (for sure) I was going to be looking elsewhere since about the start of the year, *but* before this, it was leisurely. Now it's a case of, "hurry up and get out of there before they have to get rid of you."

Because, make no mistake, I am a luxury at my company. A nice luxury(indeed!), one that can make the company look good and help it grow, but a luxury, because the bosses really aren't so interested in growth as in being comfortable. And, to be clear: I don't blame them. I'm going to miss it there, though- and I wish this wasn't happening.

So, my goal is this: pass the Sun Certified Java Programmer (SCJP) exam no later than the first week of July. There, I've said it. Now I've got to do it. I have a lead on another job that might not even require the certification- but if I have it, so much the better.

Ok, now it is time to go get a cup of tea and put in a couple more hours towards what I have to do.

I hope all of you have a good Monday.

And a question: if you could instantly be granted one talent or skill, what would it be? One realistic and one complete fantasy answer cheerfully accepted!

Off to study! Chop Chop!