grayce

stressed.... i keep going and pushing and striving to get things done. its actually been quite productive today.
i got my financial aid taken care of, got 5500 bucks for skool... registered for summer, started picking courses for fall, finished an outline for the course i had tonight....
stopped and got cat food.. fuck i forgot his needles...damnit ill have to get those later.
changed the cat poo... went shopping with the momma...got a cute shirt.
next year is going to be hell winter quarter. im taking about 6 science courses and its going to be an overload in credit hours. im guessing around 23ish..
im going to need valium and some drugs.
right now my drug substitute is vitamines and grinding my teeth.

i really miss necro..god damnit i hate whoever hit him. im wuite exhausted and very emotional because of it so thinking about my baby isnt a great thing.
i also got yelled at ..well not yelled at.... i was advised by acme that i need to not take anymore time off..there was a missunderstandinga bout my courses this weekend. they thought i was going to be able to work..there annoyed because i was in nyc and now this weekend i cant work cause of school. i cant control it.. i wish it was on a sprint weekend, trust me. id rather be at acme because i love it.
just one of those damn days.
wish i could just curl up in bed and be held.

on a good note.. my bulbs are coming up in the back yard.. i hope my butterfly garden grows too. ok i have to sleep.. im going to go nuts if i dont.