okay, the paper on Eyes Wide Shut is done, and iv'e resigned myself to giving up on japanese, and goign the slacker route with spanish for my foreign language. i love japanese, i know the shit well, i just can't bring myself to do the work, and show up five days a week.
but anyway, the paper. it's done! thank the fucking lord! but, i...
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sooo yeah, feelin' like i'm on the edge of complete collapse over here. boss is getting shitty cuz i've been late to work everyday this week... but i just couldn't avoid it. too much other shit to do, and getting up to be at work at six in the morning on three hours of sleep is a bit of a challenge. plus papers, projects, and...
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user8935778:
haahah h mouth and pussy = happy ahhahahahaha yayayayaya!! weeeeeeeee!
girlblue:
Fuck that corporate monster 
so, to those people who recently marked in their journals that they had had weird dreams in which their teeth fall out - i had that dream today. scared the shit out of me. i could taste the blood in my mouth. but, my roommate said that he used to have that dream all the time, and looked it up. apparently it means that you...
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girlblue:
You, my dear, are a FUCKHEAD! 
Funny you wrote that as soon as I stepped next door to bum one...seriously! I got it, came back, and saw your entry on my journal! tsk tsk.
Funny you wrote that as soon as I stepped next door to bum one...seriously! I got it, came back, and saw your entry on my journal! tsk tsk.
_michael:
i told 37 you had pretty eyes today...ask her...
okay, so far, sunday night i got three hours of sleep. monday night/morning i got three hours of sleep. not it's a quarter till one, and i'm on my way to bed, for four hours of sleep before work inthe morning. dead week my ass. try "rape me in the ass with a spiked dildo the size of a city bus" week. yeah, that sounds...
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user8935778:
you have too much free time on your hands boy.
and that's one large dildo.
and that's one large dildo.
neon:
for now i'm' leaving my hair blonde. my decision on the hair. this'll probably change in a couple of weeks. it always does. :]
i love my profs, they give me extensions. they make me a happy boy... that and no sleep and lots of caffeine and b-vitaimins and ginseng.... whoo yeah, i should be dead on my feet. my brain's so tired, BUT I'M FUCKIN' RARIN' TO GO! homina homina homina homina shoot me homina homina homina homina homina homina homina homina homina end this hell on earth...
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nudwig:
hmmm, I'll have to watch it again to get that eggo waffle fuck thing, ha ha. b vitamins rule!
girlblue:
If I had a BlackRadar T-shirt I'd wear it too.
have you ever seen Eyes Wide Shut? did you hate it? if you did. watch it again. really watch it. pay very close attention. let your mind snake through the story. and if you still don't like it - WELL, FUCK YOU.
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get it?
ahhh forget it.
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get it?
ahhh forget it.
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rawkstar92:
WZLY is the Wellesley College radio station. Online at wzly.net.
melephant:
French.
why can't i ever be studious and do my work in advance? i always wit until the last minute, giving myself just enough time to get shit done... and it usually turns out okay, i just end up submitting myself to a lot of stress. like... every day... so what's the difference. jesus i'm nuts. i need to kill my tv. but i can't. 
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neon:
hi zul. if you see black radar say hi to him and stuff.
i got cought shoplifting.
i got cought shoplifting.
desiderata:
i think vampires are inherently sexy...
have you seen "Nadja?" -story, not so great if i remember correctly, but really beautiful.. in B&W..
also, "Les Vampires" -older vamp stuff..
have you seen "Nadja?" -story, not so great if i remember correctly, but really beautiful.. in B&W..
also, "Les Vampires" -older vamp stuff..
there aren't enough good bars in this damn town... i mean, i love the vid, but sometimes i need a change of pace, and yogi's and bear's just don't cut it. and i want that person here to go to them with me... whew, i just woke up. i can't hink of anything else.
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user8935778:
ahha imagine if that person WAS there. and then y'all could make out in the alleyways behind the bars.. in drunken passions.. with the clouds of smoke from your breath rising as you try and gasp a bit of the other person? that would be nice.
_michael:
there are'nt enough good bars in any town, except...well... NYC.
what to do, what to do... only so many hours in a day, and i went to spend all of them doing one particular thing.. with one particular person... but i can't. but even the thought.. knowing she's there.. it puts a smile on my face... a smile that hasn't been there... ever really.
if i'm crazy, is this is all impossible, if if if......
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whiskey_____:
*sighs
_michael:
a true romantic. keep the faith.
have i given you mogwai props ?
have i given you mogwai props ?
do you ever feel the need to simply throw off everything you know, pick up and move on, that the impetus is so strong, so powerful that if you were to deny it, your life might never be what it should be?
hmm. just thinking out loud.
hmm. just thinking out loud.
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user8935778:
my crush? he likes that song radar love as much as i do. and i dont think he minds that i sing 80s music in the shower. and that i love my adidas break away pants. and he appreciates that i can laugh at myself just as much as i can laugh at someone else.. and he makes me smile and laugh more than i have in a long time. and i just wanna lock my fingers in his while we make out. you ever feel that way?
_michael:
i want to change every aspect of my life, about every 2 years. im at that 2 year mark now with my current enviorment.
snow on the ground, a fire in the heart.
jessu, winter just kind snuck up and fucked bloomington in the ass hardcore. the only real problem with the snow being all the out-of-staters who have no idea how to drive in snow. 72 accidents last night alone, not including minor fender-benders.
glory glory halleluja
find someone to do ya
wow, the only good thing i've...
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jessu, winter just kind snuck up and fucked bloomington in the ass hardcore. the only real problem with the snow being all the out-of-staters who have no idea how to drive in snow. 72 accidents last night alone, not including minor fender-benders.
glory glory halleluja
find someone to do ya
wow, the only good thing i've...
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brynji:
Yeah, heard it's kind of rough in Bloomington, I've got a friend at IU, and her boyfriend is making the trek down to see her tonight in his Volvo...HA! Well, if it makes you feel any better, I live in Indianapolis, and there isn't a damn flake here *knock on wood*.
user8935778:
candles. on the beach. next to the blue lagoon. waves lapping the sand. the sun kissing the water as it sets. eheh and coconuts
prayer for the night: dear god, thank you
liz friedlander directing.
so nice to work again.
[Edited on Dec 14, 2002]