So I feel out of the loop. I guess I always have felt that I'm standing outside the fire. Even among my close groups of friends..... I seem to miss get togethers, whether by mischance or intent, I don't know... I tend to feel that I'm being pushy and annoying/unwanted if I assert myself into a situation. I'm tempted to say that these feelings are...
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ja... we'll definately have to go out sometime. Don't be sad... I don't exactly have that "I am one with the group" feeling either. There are many times that I feel that I'm an outsider and just the person who is there... trust me.. go through some of my old journals, and you can probably find that... Least you have your girl who loves you.
*pout*
ok.. enough of that randomness... I'm going to take a nap.