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gothikai

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Friday Mar 16, 2007

Mar 16, 2007
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wasting life
goddamnit. i am so fucking frustrated. all i want in life is to be a body piercer & live on the fucking beach. is that so much to ask? i know i'm only 23, but i'm thinking...i've got 2 kids now & single again...and i don't know how i'm ever going to do it. i mean achieve something. not just something. my goals. fuck fuck fuck. i am so fucking frustrated. i want to trade lives with myself 4 years ago. i hate this.
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You *will* achieve that and more! And if you would fuck up on the way, I'd carry you the rest.

I would not want you without your babies. Not a second.

Relax - things will work out.

I wasted more life than you did wink

*hugs* & :kisses:

PS: It's ok that you think that thoughts - it just shows it was the right step, cause who was holding you back for the last 2 years?
Mar 16, 2007

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