wasting life
goddamnit. i am so fucking frustrated. all i want in life is to be a body piercer & live on the fucking beach. is that so much to ask? i know i'm only 23, but i'm thinking...i've got 2 kids now & single again...and i don't know how i'm ever going to do it. i mean achieve something. not just something. my goals. fuck fuck fuck. i am so fucking frustrated. i want to trade lives with myself 4 years ago. i hate this.
goddamnit. i am so fucking frustrated. all i want in life is to be a body piercer & live on the fucking beach. is that so much to ask? i know i'm only 23, but i'm thinking...i've got 2 kids now & single again...and i don't know how i'm ever going to do it. i mean achieve something. not just something. my goals. fuck fuck fuck. i am so fucking frustrated. i want to trade lives with myself 4 years ago. i hate this.
I would not want you without your babies. Not a second.
Relax - things will work out.
I wasted more life than you did
*hugs* & :kisses:
PS: It's ok that you think that thoughts - it just shows it was the right step, cause who was holding you back for the last 2 years?