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That's Right Boils and Ghouls...Since I am Not The Most Devoted Journal Keeper...I decided to Simply Tell Anyone of You Whom is Interested Exactly What The Hell I Do To Exist on this Shitty Excuse For A Rock...So If It Doesn't Interest You as To Just What The Hell Keeps Me from Being as Frequant As I should be Around Here...Then You Know You Can Kiss My Lily White ASS and Just Go...
However...To Those Whom are actually Interested...I will Do My Best to at least make The next 5 minutes of YOUR Life Interesting, in The Least...
I have No Car...Used To, Had A Chevy Box Van, Actually..A '78...High Rear End with Souped Up Tires and even A Bubble Window in The Shape of A Spade...However...Because of A VERY Horrible Patch of Black Ice On A Really Harsh Highway in The Mountains, and I wasn't Driving...It Died...We Didn't...End of Story.
When I Get On The Bus To Go about town to do Whatever The Type Of Work I am scheduled to spend my Time on, which could be anything from Designing and Painting Props from One of A Couple Companies I freelance for, OR It could be me going to see My Production Manager, or anything that has to do with Pre-Production for My Show That will Hopefully Be up to Air this year (Hosting Horror Flicks Of Course!) OR I am doin The Actual Screening for Anyone that will Pay me to do so with my 'shtick' whilst Screening The Clients choice of Films (Which is usually A Night Gig...)But The actual Business Always takes place In The Day...I Have A Very Valuable Possession in My Buspass...And Any of You That Take Public Transit, You KNOW Just what Thoughts come outta Nowhere whilst watching people (Who, are usually all looking at Me and My 70's red lensed Sunglasses, and any one of many Leather and/or Fur Coats...I do not really take note anymore since I have been being stared out for Longer than some of The 18 year olds in here have been alive...Oh Yeah...I was an Early Starter On The Freak Fashion Thing...Ah, Memories..)
I actually enjoy it though...My Time Alone with My CD player, and Headphones, watching The Smorgasborg of Races and Ages of People, reading thier eyes and lips...Pretending Not to Notice that They are Looking at me...and of course assuming since they cannot see my eyes and I have headphones, so I am also deaf, therefore Devoid of hearing them as they stare...It's Amusing...But I seem to always have better things on My Mind while I sit and listen to The Choice of The Day...It is Then That I Realize Just How Much I REALLY Do NOT Like The Human Race...I watch rich little Asian gals in thier Schoolgirl Uniforms and thier 200$ Monthly Dye and Ionization Hair Job, and You Just KNOW That even though They may look older than 16...They are still just young ones, or else they would have a nice little car just like thier older siblings...Therefore...They Have A Reason...As to the Rest of Us over 16 and are riding The Bus? Well...To Them? We Are Just poor.
Then There is The Walk Down My Area's Main Drag, and Freak Magnet, Commercial Drive, which is THEE area in The East End for Artists, Musicians...On The Weekends The Rich Fucks come to The Drive to eat and take in The 'funky' atmosphere that is being threatened by Companies like Starbucks...But They Will Never be able to drive the community away...We Are A Determined lot...Us 'Freaks', I Always say that We Should Charge Admission, and They may as well be, Since The Plethora of Regular Panners lookin just adorable with thier underfed dogs, and thier bad Mohawks and Signs which read any number of reasons why They need everyones Money...Course we ALL know it's for Crack or any other Drug that Makes you A Slave...Still, The Rich Weekend Folk Eat it up..and are always good for a few bucks if The Panners are good and desperate enough to work THEIR Shtick, which always manages to finally get them the $$$ that they are workin The Corners so vervently for.
Then You Got The Jehovah Witnesses...The Old People, of course, being used to serve their Church by standing In ANY Weather, Holdin Up The Watchtowers, tellin' you that you are going to Hell...They gave up on Me A LONG Time ago...So Now as I walk By They Simply Bow thier heads and cross themselves.
Then There is The Days In which I do My Shopping...Needless to Say, I Hate Supermarkets, Just cause They are full of People I Do NOT wish to speak to, But Believe it or Not...I am ALWAYS The Polite one...Always excusing Myself should I need to pass in front of someones...However, strangely enough...Nobody ever does the same...and if they do..? Well..THAT'S A Rarity...The Lines, The Rudeness, The PRICES! Ugh...I HATE Shopping...Except it is Horror Flick Hunting...THEN it turns into A Trip filled with Excitement..Shit...I could be goin to Disneyworld when I Know I am going to go and pick up A Few more Fright Flicks to Throw Into My Investment of My Library... I Admit..Its A Vice...Better than A Needle in My Arm, So I Never feel The need to Justify...And Seeing As The Pot and Other legal things that Only B.C Can boast about, I really have No use for anything stronger than The Pills I am Already On, and The Kick Ass Dubbage That I Do Not Need to Explain, As Vancouver Bud, Speaks for itself...(Pound per Pound Trade for Un-cut Cocaine at The Border..Now THAT'S Some Good Fuckin' Weed...Nuff said..)Yes...I admit...I smoke Pot everyday...Bt seeing as it is SO Potent, and Very Cheap for me, if not free....I always make sure I am Properly High to take on The Outside world...Makes The Music and my P.O.V work in ways that I could be doin A Scene in A Movie...You All Know what I Mean...
I do Most of My Work on My Computer, WHICH, I might as well warn you, is on its last legs, and just may not make it until next week where I get My New Custom Built One (DVD Rom and Burner... YES!!!) So If That occurs...I shall be back with A Kick Ass One...(Whole thing is costing me just over 500$ but since it's being built by My Proffessional PC Guy who is in need, every month, for My Connection to Valiums that he secretly needs..So as A Favor back...He is buiding me A 1500$ system for A Third of The price...Also Helps That he Considers Our Relationship as A More Personal, rather than Professional one doesn't hurt either...)
I Sleep when I am tired, and work when I am not, So any semblance of A Normal Sleeping Schedule is Lost...Some People say "One Day At A Time"...I say "One Hour at A Time" Shit...Sometimes I could even go as low as "One Minute at A Time" and That is exactly what I Do...I Just Follow My Instinct and some semblance of an Agenda...Make enough to Live Comfortably, and Cannot Be pulled away from My Ultimate Goal to Have My Show Picked up by A Larger Channel, Than The Local one I am working with now...So, I Do What I Must Do, (Without Pay, I might Add...As is with Most of My Favorite work...I Do It For The Sheer Love and Loyalty to My Passion of Horror...I Really AM A Gorewhore...Except I sell myself out Gladly for ANYTHING that includes and promises more Horror In My Life...)
Usually I make sure To get Stoned and Watch At LEAST 2 Flicks A Day...and Sometimes, I have to write reviews to put next to The Films Title In My Proffesional List I am Always adding to, which serves as A myriad of Choices for Clients That are looking to Hire me to do A Screening...Its Very Important to give A Detailed Description of each and every flick I own that I have to offer As A Potential Screening Gig, Which I usually enjoy doing, As I ALWAYS get really good feedback, and Usually end up being able to score a good letter of recommendation for My Briefcase, or even just plain word of mouth...(Cause I am doing This Illegally, OF COURSE, Slightly tougher than screening to A Society with ID cards to get through That loophole when I create a Society and make deals with Locations to hold screenings...Started doin it over A Decade ago...and I can ALWAYS depend on it as A venture that is viable should I choose to...
....So That is probably The Most Boring Journal Entry You Are gonna hear from Me...EVER, I Hope...I Just Do NOT Really Find Myself Inspired very Often to write about The things I CAN write about in here...SHIT, If I allowed myself to talk about some REAL Tasty Tidbits...I would only be Makin My Life alot More Complicated to explain as it is, and I Rarely Have something that I Think Anyone would be Interested in hearing, So My Journals Are Far and Few Apart...But I am A Quality over Quantity Type of Gal...So, An Entry Once A week works just Fine for me...
Keep On Slayin The Slaves to The System...And Freak Supremacy, ALWAYS!
OOogaBOOoga ,SS

BTW...NEW SET ADDED, IT WAS FOR THE ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY, BUT I DECIDED TO ALLOW EVERYONE INTERESTED ABLE TO SEE IT...ITS UNDER "HAPPY HORRODAYS" And These Two Go Out To ALL My Scottish Fiends...I WILL Be "Noddy" In Scotland Someday...*sighs*



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