goodnessxsakes

i'm not on here very much now. my myspace's http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=38852662
which is checked daily

i'm trying to find affordable health insurance, since my father's a prick and i have a huge co-pay for everything.

fuck him.

i feel like vomitting up all of my insides.
clean myself out.

and then perhaps i'll grow into someone worthwhile.

I ALWAYS say the wrong thing.
I didn't even mean to today but someone I hurt people.

Trust is hard. I am at a point where I just need to. And if it's broken it's broken, but i believe i am doing more harm than good by being so afraid.

just need to keep my mouth shut. b/c it's not worth it.
stupid myspace whores.

agh.

it's always one last time.

why are people assholes?

good night. have a stomach ache. not thrilled about tomorrow. all i want to do is sleep. and masturbate. hahahaha. yeaaaa. well....

interesting day. made a new friend. and got a new job.
i suppose it was good.

i have the flu... again. am feeling alot better than yesterday.
new years didn't go so well. all i can really say on that subject. : (



i wish i wasn't so... much?

i'm becoming indifferent. i'm going to look elsewhere if things don't change.

cock sucker