batman begins = not that great. just another movie, like any other. nothing striking. the beginning of the movie dragged, the story was predictable. still fun to watch, but nothing I'd see again.

revenge of the nerds was good though.

it's saturday night and i'm home alone. it's only 10:00. I've been home for over an hour.

I miss my Holly. She just sent me a text message that she's seeing sunset in Minnesota.

Here is a picture from last weekend:



That was when we took the drive in Fierhauk's rental Mustang.



My cousin just offered me phone sex. It's kind of him to offer, but I'm not into that stuff. I prefer actual physical contact.

I dreamed of artiekgb last night. It was a good kissin dream. Don't worry, artie, I'm not all gonna jump you or anything. It was nice though. Thanks.

Heh... I wonder if he'll even see this journal.

The funny thing is that last night I slept with my man. Is that cheating? Dreaming of kissing someone else, while in the arms of your own?

I don't think my man knows how much I appreciate him. He was upset today because I was upset... but he has to just let those things go sometimes. I'm not always going to be happy, and he's not always going to be happy. But you know most times we are very happy together, so it's not fair to complain.

I won't complain.

We are different people. That's normal. It's impossible to find a person that has everything in common. It's amazing enough that he can put up with me and my bullshit. Ah, but he hasn't seen it all yet...

I'm in a kind of restless mood. I feel like the day is unfinished.

Like this journal entry.

I will post it now, with a promise to update it later...

...like now.


Yes, I just deleted 5 people from the friendslist. Don't take it personally. Unless you feel you should. What prompted it? Well, earlier today I was thinking about one of these "friends" and I realized there was no reason to remain in contact with him. I feel kind of used, still, even now. That's silly, I know. He never did anything except mess with me when I was desperate.

Yes, I was desperate.

So yeah, the other people are removed because I rarely or never talk to them. One was grey.

ok?