Ok, I won't say this on chat anymore but if anyone would like to see a pic of me goto this page http://www.macselect.com/bahamas/AGF00003.JPG that is the only pic that I could find right now.
I had some funky dreams last night but none involving her. I think that I am on my way to recovery. I think I need some hot monkey loving to make...
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I had some funky dreams last night but none involving her. I think that I am on my way to recovery. I think I need some hot monkey loving to make...
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So, it is 4 am and i just woke up out of this dream. I dreamt that a seaplane dropped us off in the middle of the ocean. We had a small raft and an anchor with a 1,000 foot line. We needed every bit but we couldn't grab anchor anywhere. We held and pulled, the current kept pulling us. We strained for 28 hours...
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gogobongo:
I also had a dream where I indenturedmyself to this crazy toaist ninja assassin who had no eyes but could see perfectly, then we watched as nell carter played blues on the electric guitar. hmmm,.
demoivre:
Aw, crazy taoist ninja assassins. Now we're getting somewhere.... 
So, pretty much all of my dreams lately involve water.
"How high is the water, Mama?"
"3 feet high and rising."
I wonder what it means. they first started when I started talking to Chelsea and now wthey won't stop after she's gone. I guess I do still feel something for her even though I tell her I don't. Is that wrong? I want to...
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"How high is the water, Mama?"
"3 feet high and rising."
I wonder what it means. they first started when I started talking to Chelsea and now wthey won't stop after she's gone. I guess I do still feel something for her even though I tell her I don't. Is that wrong? I want to...
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hjerte:
Love does suck but when its good. Boy is it good. I wish I could make you feel better. My boy is ignoring me. We had a big fight and now Im in that love/hate place. I hate him. No, I love him. But, I hate him. He should pay more attention to me. I should probably pay more attention to him. Instead of acting like a dethroned queen. But, I am a queen and he is my king. I better stop now. Im sounding like a fool.
It will work out. Once you stop feeling the pain.
It will work out. Once you stop feeling the pain.
Wel, I feel alot better today. Had a good day of working yesterday and decided to return the crappy shower walls and tile the whole thing. That is going to be much nicer.
I had a dream last night that I had invented a unicycle that had gears and then I was riding it in a race and it was raining and the ponds were...
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I had a dream last night that I had invented a unicycle that had gears and then I was riding it in a race and it was raining and the ponds were...
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missmorbus:
good luck with the tiles!!
hjerte:
weird dream. I can not even analyse it. Now, if it were a hotdog dream. I could tell you the meaning. I hope you had a good day!
Today I am installing the walls for my new shower. But I am feeling pretty dark today. I don't know why. Maybe because it is snowing or that I keep thinking of HER but I am down. I need to do something that will make me happy. Why the hell do I fall for girls so hard? it sucks the marrow from my chest leaving...
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hjerte:
I think that we are talking about the same guy. That's pretty creepy. straight out of a movie. I'll write a screen just for you. Since you are the only one that will read it.
I'm waiting for a pic in your profile. I love knowing how the people I cyber chat with look like.
I'm reading your journal. Don't I count? I'm so offended
Love does hurt but it is a tiny piece of your personal history that you will either cherish or wish it never happened. It's memorable, yeah that is the word.
It will get better. I'm not sure when but it will.
I'm waiting for a pic in your profile. I love knowing how the people I cyber chat with look like.
I'm reading your journal. Don't I count? I'm so offended
Love does hurt but it is a tiny piece of your personal history that you will either cherish or wish it never happened. It's memorable, yeah that is the word.
It will get better. I'm not sure when but it will.
hjerte:
You make me blush. Now, I'm all shy and shit. It's okay. Today is my birthday!
I am making a short film called Killme.com It is a bout a guy who starts a video essay contest about who wants to kill him, why and how. The winner gets to kill him. I need people to send me short clips to be the people's entries. If you want to be in the movie I will tell you where to send your tapes....
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hjerte:
This reminds me of that german guy that put out this internet ad to torture. Excuse the ignorance, I was browsing the article. Anyway, he ended up chopping the other guy's penis off and they cooked and ate it. I swear, this is a true story although I may be telling it wrong.
But I know you are innocent. and my imagination gets the best of me. I should write a short film.
But I know you are innocent.
and my imagination gets the best of me. I should write a short film.
gogobongo:
don't you hate it when you wake up sad? I gotta do something to to make me happy today. any suggestions?
well, I didn't win the lottery but I did win a huge hangover. I think I am going to go back to bed. If this is indicative of my new year I am going to be a raging alcoholic. 
I think I am still drunk, way too much rum last night, oooooo, dizzy.
I think I am still drunk, way too much rum last night, oooooo, dizzy.Have a good nye everbody. I had a dream I was in vegas last night, I think I was just standing around, nothing special. If I win the lottery tonight I am going to throw a huge party-everyone is invited. and sg memberships for everybody!!!!
ativan101:
Well, it's safe to say neither one of us won Powerball, so I guess they'll be no thong/thong wearing Polynesian cruise.......I'm real pissed about that too! If I'm ever in the need to find a thong wearing cabana boy, I'll know where to find you! Hope you had a blast on New Year's Eve, & a big wish for a fab New Year!!!! Take care! 
p.s. 110 ft tall, huh? Damn that would be interesting to see..........
Hope you had a blast on New Year's Eve, & a big wish for a fab New Year!!!! Take care!
p.s. 110 ft tall, huh? Damn that would be interesting to see..........
Last night, in my drunken mind, I dreamt that I was interrogating a navy seals team. It was me and John Travolta, like in that one movie. He/we were on the last guy, who was that red headed guy from gleaming the cube. the one that lived in the fallout shelter in his parents back yard. Max Perlich. I just looked it up on imdb.com....
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gogobongo:
It is four am. I woke up beceuse I had a dream about you. I still think of you. I was just being honest in my last email. You said you wanted us to be honest. We gambled with our friendship and lost. It will take time to recover if it ever does. I want to say this to her, I think she already knows. sigh, I just wanted someone I could open up to, I have been closed for so long.
torturous passion
killing me with memories
of your smiles
I lie awake at night
and stare into darkness
torturous passion
killing me with memories
of your smiles
I lie awake at night
and stare into darkness
charley:
Thanks for the party invite, hmmm methinks it may be a little too far to come for one night...shame! Hope you have a good night though 
I hate nightmares. Don't read any furthur unless you are not squimish. this is your last warning, stop reading now. I had a dream where bugs were crawling under my skin. I hate that dream. It is amazing how much pain you can feel in a dream. Usually I dream of worms crawling into my skin. I wonder what it means. Not all the time...
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The mp3 you sent only provided the introduction of the band. There was no song.