114 days. I am going to have a degree, be an official honours graduate of the University of Saskatchewan. Among other things. That doesn't seem like so very long anymore. 16 weeks and counting down... now THAT seems so incredible short. I'm excited yet terrified, as this all seems so "for real" all of a sudden. 16 weeks, and then my world changes again.
I forgot that I had school today until 2am this morning... ya, I was tired. First day was good tho, I made everything on time... just forgot my brain at home, back in bed. Good thing it's not really required for the first day. Tonight after work I am SO getting my sleep on. The bad part is that as of late, I wake up and I'm sad, like really sad- I don't really want to get up or go do anything. It's very desolate, very alone. I am starting to know why, or part of why, but it doesn't make anything any better. Once I'm up and moving and busy I'm fine, however. Who wants to look at pictures with me and reminisce?
Five days without any alcohol of any kind and two days of being back at the gym, and I already feel 200% better physically. Keep this up, and much random awesomeness ensues.
Everyone should listen to Blindside, if they haven't heard of them already. Fucking amazing band.
"She said what I was supposed to think. Thank God for freedom, Thank God for liberation. (She said) now we are allowed to think. Now we are allowed to feel lust without cute boring love.
But don't you ever just like me, long for purity? Don't you ever get so sick of our territories?
What are you so scared of sister? What made you so afraid to feel? To choose a stone cold liberation... The one thing I hate most about me is the one thing you want to make your trademark. To feel lust without cute boring love.
But don't you ever just like me, long for purity? Don't you ever get so sick of our territories? Don't you ever feel like glass? Fragile, hurting, let it pass. Don't you think its time to tresspass?
But when the fire is gone, who are you? What are you so scared of sister? I'm just as scared as you..."
-Blindside
I forgot that I had school today until 2am this morning... ya, I was tired. First day was good tho, I made everything on time... just forgot my brain at home, back in bed. Good thing it's not really required for the first day. Tonight after work I am SO getting my sleep on. The bad part is that as of late, I wake up and I'm sad, like really sad- I don't really want to get up or go do anything. It's very desolate, very alone. I am starting to know why, or part of why, but it doesn't make anything any better. Once I'm up and moving and busy I'm fine, however. Who wants to look at pictures with me and reminisce?
Five days without any alcohol of any kind and two days of being back at the gym, and I already feel 200% better physically. Keep this up, and much random awesomeness ensues.
Everyone should listen to Blindside, if they haven't heard of them already. Fucking amazing band.
"She said what I was supposed to think. Thank God for freedom, Thank God for liberation. (She said) now we are allowed to think. Now we are allowed to feel lust without cute boring love.
But don't you ever just like me, long for purity? Don't you ever get so sick of our territories?
What are you so scared of sister? What made you so afraid to feel? To choose a stone cold liberation... The one thing I hate most about me is the one thing you want to make your trademark. To feel lust without cute boring love.
But don't you ever just like me, long for purity? Don't you ever get so sick of our territories? Don't you ever feel like glass? Fragile, hurting, let it pass. Don't you think its time to tresspass?
But when the fire is gone, who are you? What are you so scared of sister? I'm just as scared as you..."
-Blindside