godess_akasha

Some days when I don't feel so pretty I like to scroll through the pictures I have posted on here and it makes me feel much better.
In general I feel overwhelmed by my life. Boo hoo. When do I get a chance to have some calm in my life?

Work is killing me. Shows are going down, accidents are happening, and yesterday we got audited. We were slammed over the holiday weekend and I don't get any days off this week.
Things are going well with my boyfriend. He is moving in sometime between Sunday and Wednesday. Yay!
My birthday is approaching faster than I want it to.

I want to learn to eat fire. Can anyone teach me???

Don't know if I'll be posting anymore sets with the more traditional bf in the mix which I'll somewhat miss but I wouldn't trade it for what I'm gaining.
Aw, just changed my status to not looking
Still in the disgustingly cute phase right now.
We made home made sangria over the weekend. Mangos are deliscious when soaked in alcohol.
I'm learning to play chess!

I have no energy to do anything and I don't know if I'm just exausted from working hard the last couple of weeks or if I'm just getting lazy and lacking motivation. I'm sleeping too much and not spending enough time at work.
Things are going good with the boy they're progressing but now, I'm starting to get scared. I'm really into him and I...
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Does any one know of really good brazillian music?
Things are going good with the boy considering the circumstances. I don't know if you can fully regain trust ever and I want him to trust me.

So, we are in the fun part where we're not actually dating still getting to know each other and the conversations never stop. I thought I'd never meet someone where the conversation was this intriging and I thought perhaps people only had deep meaningful conversations in their youth. If anyone has tips about how to make this part last please tell me.
I really, want...
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Ahh fuck it, I'm in love and might as well write the words totally whipped on my forehead. Does it count as love if it's not returned yet? What if I know it's returned? Is it infatuation if it's one sided (even though I think it's not)? Can one even be so infatuated at almost 30 that you convince yourself it's love? Does infatuation lead...
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I fucked up my personal life in a manner so grand I can't even beleive I'm still allowed to be this persons friend. Point blank the guy I've been talking about falling for and I were getting close to being a couple though not offically at that point yet. Then his friend that I had already slept with came over, I didn't know how to...
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I've been drinking a lot lately. Why? Because I've been hanging out with my alcoholic friend. I hope drinking alcohol doesn't make me gain a bunch of weight.
I so have a crush on him and we messed around a little but, I don't know if this is a good idea or not. I want to date him but logically, I don't know if it...
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