goddessasha

All I can say about today is, its one of those days. It is 4 pm here and I have started about 6 projects 2 of them big the rest small like dishes. I have yet to finish any of them. I may have offended a good friend she invited us to dinner to night and I said I couldnt because its poker night and Ryan (a friend to both of us) is coming over. She knows Ryan only comes over on Thursday. The only thing I have going for me is I said maybe tomorrow cause I have to pick up my babysitter so I can to the burlesque show. I really did until my hubby called me and said I was being a dork though it was Thursday. Im sure she will understand.I hope so. She is watching my kids for a few hours on Friday Ill get her some chocolate.

Speaking of offending, I pissed off my best friend the other day and had to call and patch things up with her today. It seams that my comment I would NEVER EVER take my to kids to Germany this year was offensive to her. She is the new mother of a beautiful 2 month old baby girl. They are taking there daughter there this Christmas and invited us to join them. This is where the comment came in. this comment I guess came across ass I though she was a horrible mom for taking her daughter. I dont think this at all I think she a great mom. So that is 1 and other thing I said was Shes ONLY 2 months old (her name)! To the 4th comment of hers in a row, she (her daughter) will just have to deal Ok so I know my tone here was kinda snide but still I was really trying help her. I had to sit down yesterday and remember hoe sensitive I was when I had my first baby, and how many comments from my mom had upset me. So I called and apologized to her for upsetting her and hurting her feelings. Why do people read into what I say? Why is it so hard for people to just hear your words and take them for face value? Everyone around me knows I am far to blunt and tactless to but that much meaning behind words. If I have something to say Ill say it. Oh well.


Thats all for now
Woot I finished something