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I can't sing today.

It's too sugarry to make sense, not to mention the Sick. Maybe food would have helped, but I'm just not feeling the hunger....or desire to spend any of the leftovers.

My eyes seem restless for my brain. I should have a sleep-bath.
surreal

5.0 x 10 ^ 3
michellesg:
I had to take my lip stud out because it swelled to massive sizes and i didn't have a choice. I also had to take out my nipple ring last night becuase it was infected, and have about three more to remove as well due to infections.. it freaking sucks. why are you removing yours?

I am going to Wyoming to be in a movie, a very small budget movie, but a full length movie nonetheless... i've never been in a movie before so i'm terribly nervous...

and my poor kitty isn't in such great shape frown
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Amnesia is for tired people. Or Stoners.....whatever.

Trying to get a Job, STILL. And avoid talking about not having one to my parents. Ugh.

Worrying does nothing for me...damnit. So puppy dogs and lollipops.... Hmmmmmmmmm.

Might be played on local radio in Sioux City tomorrow...how exciting.

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rayna:
Hi. smile I noticed oneofyour favorite bands is the Dresden Dolls. I sawthem withNIN, Amanda(I think that's her name) is HOT. Sorry words are blurred together, the overtype is on and I don't know how to turn it off. surreal


kiss
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"Goodness provides the impulse for meaning."

Let it come....come....come.
Words have the power underneathe comprehension, RIGHT?! Jingling puck-smacked sculptures next to your ears; Shaking hands replace heads and toss/turned beds. Reaquire mentalities once cursed. And bright sunlight can kiss me all ______ long.

2 and 2 make 5.......or even
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michellesg:
trying to think of something intelligent or witty to say so you could say to yourself, wow, that michellesg chick is cool, but unfortunately I am drawing a complete blank and the only thing i can think of to say is that my cat has a urinary tract infection and i think it hurts him a lot. good thing i dont have one of those.
have a nice day!
miao!!
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Oil burns skin for a good reason. It's heat sears and boils tissues enough to remember what wasn't there. Maybe my dreams take this instruction......

Or maybe it's just the Crack.
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michellesg:
crack is bad.

I like your new profile pic though love
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Zoom....
June plunges through my organs to reveal the intrinsic Gut that we all continue to forget. 'How 'bout another rim', she screams across the evaporating waters.
[[[[ two days into this mess.

Maybe I need staples, because I'm sure something needs Affixing. Academia is waiting for my laugh and shouted return. Drivvle can paint signatures for who-the-fuck-cares. Just getting done will pry me off...
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ifonlyforever:
I keep away from the frats and sororities, so I don't really notice if they're here or not. and yes, I am living in Ames. I've lived here since I was five. biggrin

I think if people need to hide their tattoos/piercings to get a job, fine... whatever. but after they prove themselves, they shouldn't worry about hiding them. my mom just recently got a job as a manager for a gas station, and the people are REALLY conservative there. she covered her tattoo on her wrist for the interview and covers it every day at work. they absolutely love her now. I think if she uncovered it, that'd really show them, yanno?
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Skizzy on the mizzy morn of Cowered bums. How stalled is your monkey? The hair does slowly collect at the base and regret is an afterthought, found at its tips. If you want the haircut, get your own fucking clippers. And no nonsense this time....all Right....left it again alone to whine until, unamused, i break open to the smell.

"Kick the habit" is dirtier than...
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ifonlyforever:
my monkey is so stalled.
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Saturday again? Whatever.

A compilation of duties was on the list of Doing. I need to detox or something like it. If I could just redirect every smoky craving to a sweet naked body...oh happy day.

I'm not much for writing lately. it's that whole spending time on acting thing (not the theatre kind---which would be Totally Radical).

Gimme that Dikchromium.

5000.
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Money sucks. You have it and then it goes away, leaving a socially mandated stigma on your pennilessness. Work to live, or live to work. No one fucking knows anymore.

Well, other than that bullshit...got most of my Stuff put away, so my place is now inhabitable...so I can go to Iowa City and stay at someone else's habitat. Silly world 'o Nathan. Aight.

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michellesg:
Pain is something I cannot seem to write without featuring it in some way. It is beyond universal, it does as you said make "the world go round, and to the side and upside down and through, under, above"

I like that you tied it into my piercings, yes i do find piercings to be "relieving" and very cathardic. Luckily though I can say that I do not search out pain in any other fashion in my life, like the character in my story.

You said: "Your story picks up the ambivalence that love lost both pains us and offers hope for its retention." I don't know if I'm misreading this, but when I wrote the character in my story she was not necessarily supposed to make someone feel bad for her, I wanted people to almost find her a little weak and pathetic, for not wanting to let go of her pain. For nursing it, by carrying with her all the time and writing the letter to her old girlfriend even though, what she should be doing is moving on. So she wanted the retention of pain, at least that is what I was going for.

you picked out a few of my favorite lines from the story as well, I'm really glad you enjoyed it. I will definately post some more writing on here very soon.

thank you for the wonderful comments, it really made my day!

kiss
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Ugh....it's too late for me to be waking up early. So, hmmm...in Sux City, with my stuff, in some apartment, apparently one I pay for...still going back to IC next week to work and hang and get gigs. Every crazy feeling is being sublimated to some perception of a plan right now. Job, car, school, music....some climbing or something. I want to not know what...
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michellesg:
are you in the iowa group? you should be, like i think we might hang out on friday or something.. i dont know, i just listen and try to show up to things if i can make it.

gigs? are you a musician or something? i can't play an instrument because i'm uncoordinated.
alt115:
Hey!

You moved already? We never had that drink!

Make sure you get a hold of me if you're back in town--I'd love to see you before you take off for good!