I really wish I could sing. You know, Id trade in anything I ever had for a voice that didnt sound worse than a collection of dying goats being slaughtered by rapidly flung hyenas. I could go outside and sing now but I bet someone would call the cops on me. There is no place I can go to just sing.
It really isnt fair....
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It really isnt fair....
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oipthestampede:
*blush*
uswer8024082082084:
I used to go scream and sing in big parking structures.
Next time I go you can come with me.
We shall sing Zum Gali Gali or however you spell it
Next time I go you can come with me.
We shall sing Zum Gali Gali or however you spell it
Remind me not to click a link in an AIM window again. Ugh.
I didn't type up too much before, but I had a small part of an entry well headed in some direction, and then I clicked a link and -- solong opendiary.. hello link. When I clicked back, of course all I had written was gone.
What I was saying is...
This entry...
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I didn't type up too much before, but I had a small part of an entry well headed in some direction, and then I clicked a link and -- solong opendiary.. hello link. When I clicked back, of course all I had written was gone.
What I was saying is...
This entry...
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So... I'm home.
Yup, home in good ol' NJ.
The night before I left Chicago I got a bit drunk. Hmm. Well my bf was being an ass and urging me to do some shots of Vodka-- but I don't really drink. Well, I can honestly say that I don't even know how much of WHAT I drank that night... there was some vodka, some...
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Yup, home in good ol' NJ.
The night before I left Chicago I got a bit drunk. Hmm. Well my bf was being an ass and urging me to do some shots of Vodka-- but I don't really drink. Well, I can honestly say that I don't even know how much of WHAT I drank that night... there was some vodka, some...
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freyja__:
horray! welcome back to the east coast.
jumping from planes is FUN!
http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b2d624b3127cce9f3c8fe109780000000410
what a rush!
hope you're having a nice trip home.
jumping from planes is FUN!
http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b2d624b3127cce9f3c8fe109780000000410
what a rush!
hope you're having a nice trip home.
In my life there is a time that's come upon itself to perform the duty of revolving the core of my being 180- I'm turning round and round- where I stop no body knows but I like the flow gotta go run fast jump high fuck I'm living loving breathing existing I can't get enough of this feeling of being me finally not being afraid-...
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morgan:
I still find myself to be very socially awkward, though not as much as I used to be so I must be getting better at that...But I think the change for me has come in finding people who i'm just naturally comfortable around (can't say why), which helps me be more natural around others.
freyja__:
nice prom pic!
go on, girl!
go on, girl!
I dyed my hair red yesterday. I also dyed some of the toliet seat red, but I managed to fix that. --
So now i'm sitting here with preztels and warm coke, attempting to find something interesting to do. I'm planning on heading downtown around 1 because I have to be at the Reskin at 4 for strike.
And commercialism is really bothering me. Everything...
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snow:
my word, i will have to come back later to finish reading all of your journal!!! i wish i could dye my hair red, well i guess i could if i really wanted to. is it purty? ahhh nice to see another fan of the belljar.
It's not winter, is it?
I'm currently at my aunt and uncle's house in sausalito (right outside of san fran)-- wasting the night away. Ah, yes- it's so wonderful being 19-- not old enough to be doing anything worth doing at this hour. But tomorrow I will be traveling into the city and hopefully doing some shopping/sight seeing around Haight-Asbury and the Mission. Who knows,...
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I'm currently at my aunt and uncle's house in sausalito (right outside of san fran)-- wasting the night away. Ah, yes- it's so wonderful being 19-- not old enough to be doing anything worth doing at this hour. But tomorrow I will be traveling into the city and hopefully doing some shopping/sight seeing around Haight-Asbury and the Mission. Who knows,...
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iliedmyfaceoff:
Have fun in San Francisco and enjoy the weather, it is unbelievably cold here in Chicago. Winter sucks ass!
freyja__:
come visit NYC while out in NJ, wouldya?
Who am I kidding?
We're so different- no one can see us together. I'm starting to believe what they're all saying. He's a "dark soul" -- and I'm apparently just stupid. Well, I am hyper and immature a lot of the time... but that isn't really who I am (or is it?) I think I'm a lot more mature than anyone gives me credit for.....
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We're so different- no one can see us together. I'm starting to believe what they're all saying. He's a "dark soul" -- and I'm apparently just stupid. Well, I am hyper and immature a lot of the time... but that isn't really who I am (or is it?) I think I'm a lot more mature than anyone gives me credit for.....
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grayblue:
thanks for the hug. i needed that
freyja__:
at least you ask yourself these things. it will never blindside you and leaving you weeping on a street corner wondering "why?!"
as for being different!? don't let that stop you. my boyfriend and i are about as opposite as 2 people can get. he's super quiet and calm.. i'm hyper and will talk to people for hours and whatnot. he's dark, i'm light. he's passive.. i'm aggressive. i could go on and on. but you get the idea.
if you like him for who he is.. how he treats you.. and all the things that matter to spending time with someone.. don't let outside judgements stop you.
and if you really do get the feeling that he's playing you.. saying things because it works on you or wins you over.. tell him to hit the road and find yourself someone who will treat you right.
xo
as for being different!? don't let that stop you. my boyfriend and i are about as opposite as 2 people can get. he's super quiet and calm.. i'm hyper and will talk to people for hours and whatnot. he's dark, i'm light. he's passive.. i'm aggressive. i could go on and on. but you get the idea.
if you like him for who he is.. how he treats you.. and all the things that matter to spending time with someone.. don't let outside judgements stop you.
and if you really do get the feeling that he's playing you.. saying things because it works on you or wins you over.. tell him to hit the road and find yourself someone who will treat you right.
xo
You know, i just can't bare to have my last entry on my main page... esp since my birthday is tomorrow and I'm thinking that I might get a few extra vistors due to that.
But I don't really have to much else to say right now.
Other than-- I need to clean and pack and get ready to go out to San Fran!!! Shiznit....
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freyja__:
aww!
happy day after your birthday.
hope this year brings you much joy and happiness.
*smooch*
happy day after your birthday.
hope this year brings you much joy and happiness.
*smooch*
iliedmyfaceoff:
It's a little late, but happy birthday!
Umm... lets just say that tonight I made him moisten his pants a bit... in the car... while I was stradled over him (fully clothed, might I so proudly add)--- ughmm... yea- and now we're dating. Umm- I know this entry makes little to no sense because it's 6:10 in the morning and i've gotten about 2 hours of sleep total in the past 48...
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nice photo, btw.