glamerdork

Hey Hazel, when do you begin in the production?

I've never seen the Vagina Monologues, but I've heard wonderful things about it! Congrats on getting the part! (And good luck with the Jewish orgasm!)

Friends are ones who can see through it all and into who you are, ... they are the ones you can count on and they are the only ones who you can show yourself too, ... Only they can tell you the answers to the questions you ask.

Hey, remember that chat about not feeling secure about fitting in here? Well, I went to a party at an SG's house last Friday, and within ten seconds of arriving, I have some guy yell at me, "Who's the fuckin' narc?!?" I guess he wanted me to wear all black and dye my hair black and break a tooth. Funny thing was that the guy was a total upper-middle-class punk (coolest cell phone, cokehead, etc.)

That's not saying anything about SG members or SGs. I've had nothing but warmth from within the family.

in chicago.

Ah, there is nothing like theatre to let you be pornographic in public and get applause for it.

hah, i'm totally with you on the staying in nice warm bed to avoid embarrasment of showing up late.
good luck with auditions!

the same thing happened to me yesterday when i was supposed to wake up and go to work. it's so hard to get out of bed when my room is cold and it's warm under the blankets.

it does suck about the metro show, I am driving to champaign to see it, but i'll still probably hang around outside of the metro the next day.

I despise censorship. Good luck, Hazel.

you're really pretty

Hazel you are a beautiful person, and you feel things so deeply. It is a curse and a blessing, you are capable of being so content with life and also having such a distaste for life that you can wish death. Nobody is normal, there is no such thing. Everyone is an outsider in their own way. Screw what people think, it doesn't matter, ... it may be impossible for you to accept that, but ... you should try at least, even though you already have tried countless times.

A realtionship is something where you share things with a person you didn't think that you could tell anyone else. It is being open with someone, it is scary. I dun know what you should do, try to clear your mind of all the clouds of life, and find out what you really feel is the right answer ... that is the only thing that you can truly be content with. You are very beautiful, (extermly... utterly, a goddess you are) Try not to get bogged down with life, and just try to have inner happiness. At the very least know that i find you to be an utter goddess of beauty.

Chick! Wow you have such INTENSITY...wanna go ride bikes....and in any case I sometimes think I am going to be that weird old scarey lady at the end of the block with all the cats who lives alone...i read this new book....and I also have ADD...you are my namesake I tell you...Maybe we could live next door to each other and feed each others cats or some shit...hehehe- I am an only child as well so I have the old cat lady thing destened in my future..and I am OK with that...I think...
Nutmeg

i just wanted to drop by and say hey . . . i read your abc's on the hopefull's page! go girl go girl!
hey really, kick ass writing and quite amusing too!
come on over and visit sometime!
bloody butterfly kisses

During the winter do they rename Chicago the Wind Chill Factor City?! My goodness it must get cold...a windy city and already cold weather?

Thats a recipe for disaster right there, that is.

HI HAZEL YOU WERE THE 1ST TO WELCOME ME TO THE SG'S, SO I WAS JUST CHECKING IN TO SEE HOW DENVER WAS? DUE TO THE TERROR ALERT HERE IN THE CITY, I HEARD JFK & LAGAURDIA WEREN'T ALL THAT BAD.........I HAD THREE FRIENDS FLY IN & OUT WITH NO PROBLEMS. BY THE WAY, HOW THE HELL DO YOU MAKE JOURNAL ENTRIES? I GOT THE TESTIMONIAL, BUT THE JOURNAL CAME IN AS A COMMENT............HELP .....

I am flying to LA On the 31st and am dreading the whole airport security dealie. If I actually felt like the people conducting the security work were really qualified it would be one thing. Nothing makes you feel more secure then when you have the airport equivalent of Chief Wiggam running security.

Anyways, happy trails.

Girl have you ever had any good friends at a titty bar? I tell you, I was at one with my husband awhile back. Your good old neighborhood variety. Well, I have always wanted to strip just once to say I have done it. I always think those girls are sooo cool and sexy and I always wanted to do it. Well, one night my friend dragged me up on the stage and all but seduced me into stripping...in front of guys in my Navy school class (oh god they stuffed $5s in my cherry panties). I tell you it was liberating! It was hilarious actually cause I actually had a good time and I wasn't embarassed like I thought I would be...and they liked me...stuffed $5s in my drawers and told me nice stuff...So, maybe you should just do it! I highly reccomend it!!

Hope you had a great holiday!
Nuymeg

yizzo dizude, how's it hangin?
what do you mean singing is impossible??? if you want to do it that badly, it'll happen.

i looked at the link you posted, and those people on the nonuglylesbians group are assholes. They are a big part of what's wrong with the world.

Obviously some people are crazy - and none of them are posting here right now ..

i tried teaching myself to rollerblade once ( i bought a crappy pair at a thrift store last year) and i went in the park near my house. luckily there was weren't many people around because once i got the hang of standing up and going forward, i couldn't stop. i ended up coasting into trees or mud or whatever i thought would make me stop -without hurting too much by smacking into it. so, trying to get the hang of sports once you've past adolescence can be tricky, in conclusion. when skiing, please try to avoid trees (and cars!). happy holidays.

Hate labels? If you stick to stereotypes, a lot of us "shouldn't be here."

Well there is SuicideBoys, but yeah, what you say makes sense. At the SF holiday party, I definitely noticed exactly what you were talking about. But I'm surprised that you're a member for over a year and showing this now. Maybe it's not really new though...

Hey, you like dating shows, but do you watch Cheaters? That show is like crack to me. I don't want to watch it but I can't stop!