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I've had a good Christmas, I decided to fly out to Phoenix to visit my old College chum, Drew. The last time we hung out, the two of us had just dropped out of MSU and were about to move to our respective cities to live in the 'real world'. Since then he's gotten married and had a son so I felt that it was time to pay him a visit. Also he asked me to christen his first born son.

Little Nicholas just may be the most adorable, happy baby I've ever encountered. Little duder fell asleep in my arms the other night. It was so awesome. It's crazy, I wasn't sure how I was gonna handle seeing someone who I used to do bong hits with being a daddy, but it's strangely fitting. It's kinda got me wondering what I've been doing with my life, you know?

It's got me feeling like setteling down a bit. I am a Cancer, so stability is a must for me, and frankly I really haven't had much of that over the last few years.

I wanna find a girl worth marrying, one that'll bare what most likely will be my ugly chud of a kid I wanna fix my credit, I wanna get that steady job (one that doesn't require me to haul heavy objects for some crazed asshole who wants it done faster than I can physically do it, resaulting in me overexerting myself, renederning me practically useless and in constant pain.), the mortgage, the two car garage.

But until I get all that, I guess I'll just settle on being "Uncle Cossey" for now.