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I suppose it's shower time.
Then work time.
Followed by an ambien and sleep.
Shit, I've got to pick up my RX. Apparently Paxil CR has a "packaging" issue and so it's on back order for 2 months. I about crapped myself when the girl at the pharmacy told me this - already being on day 3 of withdrawl. By day 5 I can't walk and I get sick.. it's not good times.... so I frantically called my shrink and he called in an RX for regular Paxil.

The life of an RX Queen. A prescription goddess.
That I be.

I be.

I'm running speed trials.

I can't wait to be in Florida again.. the beach... surf shops and tan bodies... fuck yes.

Won't you tell me what you're thinking of?

I move in 4 days. I'm scared. I still need to buy a bed. Turn on the cable.
I always wait until the very last minute.

Nobody broke your heart.
You broke your own cause you can't finish what you start.

Lyrics, drugs, sex, words and feelings.
Nobody broke your heart.

If you're alone it must be you that wants to be apart.
Fiona and Elliott. How you woo me with your words.

I'm aching for the closeness of another body. Hands in my hair, lips against my own. You better believe I'll get what I want. Maybe if we hold each other close enough we can fend off the ache of lonliness for just a little longer.