At the end of my shift tonight... around 11ish... I had what I think was a panic attack. My stomach was all butterflies and my chest felt very very tight... I felt like I had to throw up... just overall awfulness....
I'm not sure why.... I'm not sure what is going on with me.... There are things bothering me - things I just shouldn't have...
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I'm not sure why.... I'm not sure what is going on with me.... There are things bothering me - things I just shouldn't have...
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trentstyle:
I've had two panic attacks. One was while I was driving. Not fun at all. I always heard they were like heart attacks, but didn't believe it until I had one. Never had a heart attack, but I got myself to the hospital real quick after the first one.
trentstyle:
I've had two panic attacks. One was while I was driving. Not fun at all. I always heard they were like heart attacks, but didn't believe it until I had one. Never had a heart attack, but I got myself to the hospital real quick after the first one.
I've got a lot going on....
I'm not feeling creative anymore... I think it's a side effect of the prozac... but I feel even... which is better than feeling low and high all the time.
I've got a gigantic stack of mail that I need to open and I just can't do it right now.
Things like mail make me anxious... and voicemail.... ugh.
Tonight...
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I'm not feeling creative anymore... I think it's a side effect of the prozac... but I feel even... which is better than feeling low and high all the time.
I've got a gigantic stack of mail that I need to open and I just can't do it right now.
Things like mail make me anxious... and voicemail.... ugh.
Tonight...
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xerxes:
yeah, i know the feeling
sapperdevil:
hey, Cutie... just wanted to say that i'm sorry i was soo irritated the other nite.... i feel bad for getting so angry... anyhow... i finally posted up my new tat pics!! -Daniel
So just give up.
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blythe:
heeey just wondering what happened with your ear stretching...ive just stretched mine and theyre killing!!!!
face4radio:
Don't give up yet, you have goodies on the way 
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!!!Six Flags was a blast. The bus ride home was not.
I just don't like anyone anymore. I'm too grown up for my own good. Everything felt juvenille... not even funny.
I still love all of you though.
I just don't like anyone anymore. I'm too grown up for my own good. Everything felt juvenille... not even funny.
I still love all of you though.
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beta:
this i can relate to.
Six Flags NJ on Tuesday!!!!!!
I shall ride EVERY rollercoaster. I'm excited about Kingda Ka - it's now the worlds tallest roller coaster... bigger than the one at Cedar Point... I want to do the dare devil dive which is like bungee jumping... I'm fucking excited... I'm getting nervous already! http://www.sixflags.com/parks/greatadventure/Rides/KingdaKa.html
I am so freaking excited!
And it's free!! Even better!! Bus ride up and...
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I shall ride EVERY rollercoaster. I'm excited about Kingda Ka - it's now the worlds tallest roller coaster... bigger than the one at Cedar Point... I want to do the dare devil dive which is like bungee jumping... I'm fucking excited... I'm getting nervous already! http://www.sixflags.com/parks/greatadventure/Rides/KingdaKa.html
I am so freaking excited!
And it's free!! Even better!! Bus ride up and...
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xerxes:
you are so lucky, enjoy 
sapperdevil:
mmmkay, I'll post some. How was 6 flags?? Did you get to ride everything u wanted??
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sapperdevil:
....whatcha up to? =)
Sleepy me.
There isn't much out there that doesn't say love like a soft kitten purring in your lap.
Mewmews.
Puss in boots.
"It's 2:03 in the am and that means that you're watching Perspectives. I'm your host, Lionel Osborne."
That's a Tim Meadows SNL skit. Why that shit still goes off in my head, I'm not sure.
Brian Fellows does that too.
"I'm Brian...
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There isn't much out there that doesn't say love like a soft kitten purring in your lap.
Mewmews.
Puss in boots.
"It's 2:03 in the am and that means that you're watching Perspectives. I'm your host, Lionel Osborne."
That's a Tim Meadows SNL skit. Why that shit still goes off in my head, I'm not sure.
Brian Fellows does that too.
"I'm Brian...
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giggles:
I love Brian Fellows
evilconcarne:
Scotch scotchy scotch like in my belly.
Evil
Evil
I had a fantasic day yesterday.
Good food, a great view and yummy kisses.
And all this time I had the wrong idea about Baltimore.
xo
Good food, a great view and yummy kisses.
And all this time I had the wrong idea about Baltimore.
xo
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krudo24:
All that matters is that you hade fun and enjoyed your day.
vwwitch:
well that sounds like fun ... who were the kisses from ....
I found this in one of the first issues of Nerve magazine... I had cut it up and pasted parts of it into a journal.... I really like this short story. If I knew who wrote it - I'd credit.
I didn't write it though - I think that's the important part.
...And Jennifer Platt is sitting here right next to me, her own parents...
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I didn't write it though - I think that's the important part.
...And Jennifer Platt is sitting here right next to me, her own parents...
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xerxes:
amazing, wow
Withdrawal from Paxil is the worst. Bar none. I never have felt as sick... as I have with the paxil sickness. I'm taking prozac now to help with the side effects but I'm still dizzy.. if I turn my head too fast I feel like someone has sucked the air out of my chest... I feel faint... almost like I'm going to vomit but since...
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jayenh:
I forget - why are you going off it?
I had to quit abruptly when CR went away. I took the "normal" stuff for about three days and missed those same three days from work. Then I started Celexa, the vertigo went away instantly, and I have been happy as a clam since. I liked my Paxil but Celexa is lots better. (For me.)
It sounds like your vertigo is worse than mine but I didn't like driving with it anyway. I was taking only 25mg and lots more of other stuff.
Good luck.
I had to quit abruptly when CR went away. I took the "normal" stuff for about three days and missed those same three days from work. Then I started Celexa, the vertigo went away instantly, and I have been happy as a clam since. I liked my Paxil but Celexa is lots better. (For me.)
It sounds like your vertigo is worse than mine but I didn't like driving with it anyway. I was taking only 25mg and lots more of other stuff.
Good luck.
Tonight I had a plate of tomatoes, mozzarella, and basil.. little bit of salt and pepper. Very summery fresh.
Had a shift on the floor tonight - one more training and I'm done.
I'm tired... showered... and ready for bed.
One ambien down.
Texting and feeling unsure.
xo for now.
Had a shift on the floor tonight - one more training and I'm done.
I'm tired... showered... and ready for bed.
One ambien down.
Texting and feeling unsure.
xo for now.
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edwin:
good luck with the completion of the training.
unsure of what?
unsure of what?
vwwitch:
training ... gotta love it huh ....
A little Mason Jennings on a Sunday afternoon.
After all that i've run from,
Where the fuck did you come from
Butterfly, baby I still have my doubts about you 'cause
Butterfly, 'cause I can't find nothing bad about you and
Butterfly, you mess me up you made my heart double beat and
Butterfly, i don't know how it is you got inside of me......
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After all that i've run from,
Where the fuck did you come from
Butterfly, baby I still have my doubts about you 'cause
Butterfly, 'cause I can't find nothing bad about you and
Butterfly, you mess me up you made my heart double beat and
Butterfly, i don't know how it is you got inside of me......
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xerxes:
enjoy your day off. can't wait to see what you come back with
dmuff:
Your page caught my eye. Just being social and wanted to say hi....so... "Hi".