ginny

This always happens to me before a play.

I dream we are in new space, and at the last minute, I realize that we forgot to do something--usually it has to do with setting the lighting cues. By the time I realize what has happened, it's too late to alert anyone, and I have to run the lights on the fly.

Last night's dream we not only forgot to do the lighting cues, but we were in a space that apparently I had worked in, but when they gave us a tour, they showed us features of the space that I never knew about.

I always feel so inadequate--especially since my horrible summer experience last year. You folks that have been around a while may have heard about it from Dogslife. Don't ask me to recount the experience, because it will just make me feel worse.

It's a mopey day.